I'm falling apart in your hands again.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I MISS YOU :(
I took you for granted, I'm sorry.
& I know it's too late to apologize.





Sean ' Angeline, why you wearing denches?'
Angeline ' It's braces lah, you idiot !@#$%^&*(^&* '
This shows how stupid he is.
Although he is also quite
adorable, at times :D

Going back to hostel later. Zzzzz.

& I don't wanna let go.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
To let go isn't to forget,
not think about or ignore.
it doesn't leave feelings of
anger,
jealousy,
or regret.
Letting go is winning.
It isn't losing.
It's not about pride,
its not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
It isn't about loss
& its not defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories but,
to overcome them & move on.
Letting go is accepting.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change,
the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up.

Sometimes our vision clears only after
our eyes are washed away with tears.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Faking smiles and holding back tears
is second nature, but pain adds up.


Shine & Cystal came over today,






camwhored and talked alot :)

I may not be blogging for awhile.
Wish me good luck tmr !
Love ya'all !

You were never supposed to mean
this much to me.

Monday, December 10, 2007
I'm so sorry, I didn't know !
You'll be my hao peng you , forever and ever .
Thanks for always being there for me & standing by me whenever I need someone.


Met up with Belle to go to church together.
- We took the wrong bus ! !@#$%^&*()
After church, cabbed to J8.
Lunched @ Sakae Sushi :D

Shopped around and, got myself a hellokitty webcam !

Came home & webcamed with Belle after that.

Going to meet Crystal & Timothy @ Srgn now :)

Ciao !




P/s My lappie has been very laggy lately, wonder what's wrong.

For once,
I wanna be the car crash,
not always just the traffic jam.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

People change.
Even the person you thought you knew the most changes.
& even though it hurts to see them go, you have to move on,
for the sweet memories are all you have,
& things might never be the same.

It's hard to stand on your own two feet,
when the world is determined to knock you down.

Friday, December 7, 2007
Finally, after two days.
Kendre
, Ilene, Hogan & Tian Shun came over to my place.
I missed them alot.


I love it when they're around, they really brighten up my day.
Always full of laughter whenever they're around.



Woke
Hogan & Tian Shun up @ 830 then they left for Tanjong Pajar.
After the both of them left, woke Ilene up and cabbed to Gf's place.
Talked to gf and her grandmother about her childhood.
She also showed us pictures of gf when she was younger.
(I didn't know gf was soooo cute then )

Went to compass point with gf & her grandmum.
Walked around for awhile, then back to gf's place.
Met up with Ilene again then the both of them accompanied me to hail a cab.

Home after that, and went to sleep.


P/s I think Hogan looks quite shuai in his I/c photo lor ! :/ Zomgsxzssxz.

**
Valen msged me this.
'I meet you on the 10th can?
den you lend me all your clothes in case you go in,
i can help you wear..
haas xD
on e 11th you gotta msg me if nth happens..'


Lend you all my clothes in case I go in?
Wtf do you mean by that.
3 years sistership? Yeah, right.
All you think off are my clothes, when I'm actually going to go in.
Maybe this sistership isn't as strong as I thought it was.

I'm very dissapointed in you.

Now my heart is like an open door.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007
I change my mind about being happy.
I'am so so so NOT happy okay :(

I didn't sleep for the entire day !

Morning,
Mummy & I headed to AMK to get our hair done.

I had my hair dyed black.

& my fringe cut.
(It's much shorter then in the photo, because I got in cut twice again after taking this photo)

I look so horrendous now.
When I looked up & saw the mirror I actually cried okay.
Imagine how ugly it is until I can actually cry over my hair.

Furthermore, I had to make my I/C today.
That made my day worst.
I am going to be stuck with this photo for the rest of my life ,
or should I say until I'm 30 years old.
(Because you have to change your I/c photo when you turn 30)

Nevermind !

Even worst,
Mum went to buy dinner for the family, so I came home first.
& when my younger brother opened the door,
he actually looked at me for about 5 secs ? and exclaimed 'WAH'

I had a very very bad day.

If your wildest dream came true,
would I be in it?

Sunday, December 2, 2007
The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. It takes up a lot of your time.
What do you get at the end of it? A death.
What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle should be all backwards.
You should die first, get it out of the way.
Then you live in an old age home.
You get kicked out when you're too young,
you get a gold watch, you go to work.
You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.
You drink, you party, you get ready for high school.
You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities,
you become a little baby, you go back into the womb,
you spend your last nine months floating , then you finish off as an orgasm.





I had a very bad day.

& afterall, it just shows how much I mean to you.

Sometimes you have to put your hopes in a safe place
and come back to them another day.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Lunched @ Suki Sakura to celebrate my little brother's birthday.



After that , went to a pet shop to get stuff for chocolate.

We saw these winter hamsters there, cute aren't they?
I seriously miss having a hamster.
Used to love them in my younger days.
But, now it's a
no-no.
Cause the last hamster I had got eaten up by a dog, sad.

Went to shop for shoes.

How I wish they had these shoes/slippers in my sizeeeee :(
So anyway, bought ... a pair of pumps.

and, took a cab home.

&&&&

Cut cakeeeeeeeeee ! :D



Being crazy isn't showing off.
It's having fun without caring what anyone thinks.

I'm sorry for every apology,
but you'll never know how much you mean to me.

Friday, November 30, 2007
Strawberrycoatedkisses♥
When is the age or even the moment
when you go from being kids to being something else?
People say that we're growing up too fast today.
Sometimes, adults make it sound like its our fault or at least our choice
but, how can we not?
We feel invincible. We know so much.
One thing I don't know is that we're so eager to lose our innocence
& I wonder one day if, we'll look back & wish we hadn't.





So irritating ! My naval stud drop into the toilet bowl AGAIN ! wtf!@#$%&*(
This is like the 6th or 7th time it happened alrdy, since the first piercing.
Wahlaaaaauuuuuu :(
Maybe I should just close the hole, again.

Happy birthday !

Monday, November 26, 2007
For all my life, I've wished for the perfect birthday.
You know, where your friends plan surprises for you & all ?
I can imagine myself sitting in my room & when the clock strikes twelve,
I would hear knocking on my door & Surpriseeeee !.

But, no. It's gonna be so impposible.
Even if I did have friends who would plan surprises for me,
my birthday is ruined. RUINED.

Why ?
Because , I have a test to take in the morning
& I have to report back to MCYS in the evening.


I
should really stop whinning :(

Anyway , I'm still going to enjoy my birthday no matter what .
I don't care ! I must have a nice nice nice nice nice birthday :(





*Throws balloons & Confetti !*

Happy birthday to myself :)
I'm finally fifteeeen !! :D


Happy birthday Cecilia.
Happy birthday Ice , Li Guang , Ivan , Peggy & Jing Wen's bf !


& all the other people's birthday who is on 26th November !

if you crave love,
you deserve love

Happy Birthday Tan Yann Bin ! (:
I haven't got his present, & his birthday celebration is tonight. Die !







I miss sooooo many people..
Do you people miss me too ? :(

Ah, contact me soon okay ! The 94313... number ! :D
I'm getting back my phone tmr ! :D
Start flooding me with messages ~ Heh !


Me Shine & Kendre

Secretly, we wish anyone we love
will think exactly the same way we do.

Sunday, November 25, 2007
Kendre camped with me for 3 nights, at my place.
Thanks, darling.

Down to Joelyn's place @ Chengam yesterday.
Met up with Xin Yu & Co .
I was hungry , so we walked over to Gelangang for prata.

Ordered Ice Cream, Strawberry & Egg prata.

Couldn't finish it , I think we ordered to much :(

Winnie's friends came & sent us back to my place.
R1 & Hiya Pusa !

Hogan , Dickson , Wen Thong & Tian Shun came over.
I was suuuuuuuuper bored.




Wan Ying came over, & Kendre left.

Played Tai di with the guys.
& went to sleep.

Overslept, didn't go for dance lessons.


P/s I added pictures to 19 November's post :D