I'm falling apart in your hands again.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I took you for granted, I'm sorry.
& I know it's too late to apologize.

Sean ' Angeline, why you wearing denches?'
Angeline ' It's braces lah, you idiot !@#$%^&*(^&* '
This shows how stupid he is.
Although he is also quite
adorable, at times :D

Going back to hostel later. Zzzzz.

This poison's my intoxication.
I broke the needle off in my skin,
picked the scabs,
& picked the bleeding.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Homeleave from ; 24th Dec - 26th Dec.

I've got back my phone! :)
So, all of you can start messaging & calling me again.

Okay. Anyway, met up Shine & her two cousins.

Went to bugis as I wanted to find 'Christmas Clothings!' Ha.
Nothing caught my eye though.
Ended up buying a schoolbag for next year, instead.

Then, back to my place to slack.
My relatives came over.
Kendre & Wan Yin came over as well.

Slacked, ate then they left for town.

Btw ,

Merry Chirstmas everyone!

& I don't wanna let go.

To let go isn't to forget,
not think about or ignore.
it doesn't leave feelings of
or regret.
Letting go is winning.
It isn't losing.
It's not about pride,
its not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
It isn't about loss
& its not defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories but,
to overcome them & move on.
Letting go is accepting.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change,
the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up.

Because once upon a time, we were best friends.
You need me, I'm there. anytime, anyplace, anywhere

Monday, December 24, 2007
I've changed my blog song !
Listen to the lyrics, damn meaningful.

Time off today ! :D
Mum & Dad came to fetch me @ GH.
Then, headed down to Serangoon Garden to see them have their lunch.
& now, homeeeeee.
I miss my room so so much :(

Going to church later, will be seeing Annabelle there ! Happy.

& I want to be there for you.
I do, but I can't do this anymore.
I can't keep being your second choice,
not when you're my first.

Angeline misses Shine & Kendre.
Thanks for everything, babes.
See you two tmr !

Hostel life sucks.

Saturday, December 15, 2007
This is gonna be a super fast post, cause I have to go back to hostel.
Just came out for a medical checkup & daddy brought me home cause I said I wanted to (:

Update !
Okay. So, I've been admitted into Grace Haven.
Don't worry about me okay ! I'm doing fine (:
Thanks for all the care and concern.
I miss all of you !

Promise I will blog whenever I have the chance to. !
Love you guys.

I know I promised I'd be fine, I'm sorry I broke my promise.

Sometimes our vision clears only after
our eyes are washed away with tears.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Faking smiles and holding back tears
is second nature, but pain adds up.

Shine & Cystal came over today,

camwhored and talked alot :)

I may not be blogging for awhile.
Wish me good luck tmr !
Love ya'all !

You were never supposed to mean
this much to me.

Monday, December 10, 2007
I'm so sorry, I didn't know !
You'll be my hao peng you , forever and ever .
Thanks for always being there for me & standing by me whenever I need someone.

Met up with Belle to go to church together.
- We took the wrong bus ! !@#$%^&*()
After church, cabbed to J8.
Lunched @ Sakae Sushi :D

Shopped around and, got myself a hellokitty webcam !

Came home & webcamed with Belle after that.

Going to meet Crystal & Timothy @ Srgn now :)

Ciao !

P/s My lappie has been very laggy lately, wonder what's wrong.

Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is,
something you never really had.

Sunday, December 9, 2007
I went out with totally no make up today ! Three cheers for me !

So anyway, went to Chinatown with mummy.
Saw gf & her granny over there !

I got a few dresses, belts & a set of hellokitty speakers !

Bought dinner & cabbed home.

Maybe I'm too sensitive.
Sorry, if I had mistaken you.
But then again, if it's a joke I don't think it's funny at all.

For once,
I wanna be the car crash,
not always just the traffic jam.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

People change.
Even the person you thought you knew the most changes.
& even though it hurts to see them go, you have to move on,
for the sweet memories are all you have,
& things might never be the same.

It's hard to stand on your own two feet,
when the world is determined to knock you down.

Friday, December 7, 2007
Finally, after two days.
, Ilene, Hogan & Tian Shun came over to my place.
I missed them alot.

I love it when they're around, they really brighten up my day.
Always full of laughter whenever they're around.

Hogan & Tian Shun up @ 830 then they left for Tanjong Pajar.
After the both of them left, woke Ilene up and cabbed to Gf's place.
Talked to gf and her grandmother about her childhood.
She also showed us pictures of gf when she was younger.
(I didn't know gf was soooo cute then )

Went to compass point with gf & her grandmum.
Walked around for awhile, then back to gf's place.
Met up with Ilene again then the both of them accompanied me to hail a cab.

Home after that, and went to sleep.

P/s I think Hogan looks quite shuai in his I/c photo lor ! :/ Zomgsxzssxz.

Valen msged me this.
'I meet you on the 10th can?
den you lend me all your clothes in case you go in,
i can help you wear..
haas xD
on e 11th you gotta msg me if nth happens..'

Lend you all my clothes in case I go in?
Wtf do you mean by that.
3 years sistership? Yeah, right.
All you think off are my clothes, when I'm actually going to go in.
Maybe this sistership isn't as strong as I thought it was.

I'm very dissapointed in you.