I'm sorry for every apology,
but you'll never know how much you mean to me.

Friday, November 30, 2007
When is the age or even the moment
when you go from being kids to being something else?
People say that we're growing up too fast today.
Sometimes, adults make it sound like its our fault or at least our choice
but, how can we not?
We feel invincible. We know so much.
One thing I don't know is that we're so eager to lose our innocence
& I wonder one day if, we'll look back & wish we hadn't.

So irritating ! My naval stud drop into the toilet bowl AGAIN ! wtf!@#$%&*(
This is like the 6th or 7th time it happened alrdy, since the first piercing.
Wahlaaaaauuuuuu :(
Maybe I should just close the hole, again.

Wanna see who your real friends are?
Mess up and see who’s still by your side.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Try this ! Omg.

All you keep saying is 'you don't love me'

Maybe it's because we haven't been in contact for awhile ,
& we've probably drifted apart for quite abit.
but hell ! I still treasure you okay, I do.


Met up with Shine to WSH for prata @ 2AM.

Surprised by Kendre & Xin Yu.

Wen Thong , Dickson & Tian Shun were there too.

Ate alot.

Slacked till 5 , then Uncle Kumar came to fetch me & Shine home.
Reached home & webcammed with Kendre and, Xin Yu.

Slept for about 1/2 hour or so ? & rushed down to CHEC.
Went there for an entrance test to get into the school.
I bet I'm gonna fail, badly.

Met up with aunt thereafter, lunched at Cafe Cartel.
Birthday treat from

Took an mrt back to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with shine.
She accompanied me to get my naval re-pierced.

Slacked @ Suwen's shop.
There was this stupid guy, who ran off after putting his tattoo. Wtf ?

{Ohoh & I promised Suwen to help her advertise her shop.}

They do :
Body art ,
Hair extensions ,Body piercings,
& even nail art !
So , go okay ! :D
It's located @ Blk 157 , Ang Mo Kio Ave 4 ,
#01-574 , Singapore 560157

Tel: 9754 9907
Email: suwen_lai_1970@hotmail.com

Left ,
and cabbed to Hub. Shopped around , for like 1/2 an hour ? :O
& cabbed home.

Slept for awhile. Then dad came home to fetch me to MCYS.

Happy birthday !

Monday, November 26, 2007
For all my life, I've wished for the perfect birthday.
You know, where your friends plan surprises for you & all ?
I can imagine myself sitting in my room & when the clock strikes twelve,
I would hear knocking on my door & Surpriseeeee !.

But, no. It's gonna be so impposible.
Even if I did have friends who would plan surprises for me,
my birthday is ruined. RUINED.

Why ?
Because , I have a test to take in the morning
& I have to report back to MCYS in the evening.

should really stop whinning :(

Anyway , I'm still going to enjoy my birthday no matter what .
I don't care ! I must have a nice nice nice nice nice birthday :(

*Throws balloons & Confetti !*

Happy birthday to myself :)
I'm finally fifteeeen !! :D

Happy birthday Cecilia.
Happy birthday Ice , Li Guang , Ivan , Peggy & Jing Wen's bf !

& all the other people's birthday who is on 26th November !

if you crave love,
you deserve love

Happy Birthday Tan Yann Bin ! (:
I haven't got his present, & his birthday celebration is tonight. Die !

I miss sooooo many people..
Do you people miss me too ? :(

Ah, contact me soon okay ! The 94313... number ! :D
I'm getting back my phone tmr ! :D
Start flooding me with messages ~ Heh !

Me Shine & Kendre

Secretly, we wish anyone we love
will think exactly the same way we do.

Sunday, November 25, 2007
Kendre camped with me for 3 nights, at my place.
Thanks, darling.

Down to Joelyn's place @ Chengam yesterday.
Met up with Xin Yu & Co .
I was hungry , so we walked over to Gelangang for prata.

Ordered Ice Cream, Strawberry & Egg prata.

Couldn't finish it , I think we ordered to much :(

Winnie's friends came & sent us back to my place.
R1 & Hiya Pusa !

Hogan , Dickson , Wen Thong & Tian Shun came over.
I was suuuuuuuuper bored.

Wan Ying came over, & Kendre left.

Played Tai di with the guys.
& went to sleep.

Overslept, didn't go for dance lessons.

P/s I added pictures to 19 November's post :D

Friends play an important role in life

Saturday, November 24, 2007
Now the sky is turning blue,
the stars disappear one by one as the daylight is nearer.
& yes, you're in my head,
but that doesn't make you here.
& I've lost all my friends,
but you're the one I miss the most.

So, after hearing so much about NuffNang ,
I finally decided on getting an account.

But, guess what ?

I think it's because my email has a dash at the end,
causing me to be unable to sign up for alot of things, not only NuffNang.

Can somebody please tell me what to do ?
I don't wanna change email address, it's so troublesome.

Baked Chocolate Brownie with Kendre @ 4AM in the morning
because, we had nothing to do :/
Halfway while mixing the ingredients together,
I realised that there wasn't anymore eggs.
Kendre accompanied me to the nearest 7eleven to get eggs.

Bloghopped around with her & we forgot all about the brownies.
When she went to the toilet, both of us smelt something burning.. it was the brownies !
The top part of it was burnt. But luckily, the bottom still tasted alright (:
Had a fun time eating the brownies with her & played a 'messaging game'. LOL.
She was messaging with, Hogan. & me, Gabriel. Ha !

Caught the movie 1408 with her & I fell asleep halfway :/ Sorry !

Jingwen's friendster profile !

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :D

P/s Me & Kend are crazy over this song !

Very pissed off about something, shall blog about it tmr !

& Right there for a minute,
I forgot I wasn't the one you loved.

Friday, November 23, 2007
I had a really terrible day.

I drove my dad's car & banged into a lorry.
Now, the whole left side of his car is damaged.
The police called my dad shortly after I reached home.

I feel so damn guilty.
Daddy says he's gonna deal with me when he gets home.
I guess I deserve whatever punishment I'm going to get.

& even Shine is scolding me now,

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Giving plush a miss.
I'm totally in no mood to go clubbing today.
Sorry to the people that I told I'd go eh !

Stressed !

Catch me as I'm falling,
You're all I really need now.

Thursday, November 22, 2007
E & K

Plush yesterday ! With Shine , Kendre & co.
Was okay, not that bad. But the DJ sucked.
Saw alot of familiar faces there :)

Shine, Kendre, Hogan & Dickson came over to my place.
Slacked & Slept.

210, I still miss you...
I hope you're happy with your girlfriend though :)

You're the single-most important being to ever grace my existence

Tuesday, November 20, 2007


Shine stayed over yesterday. We had loads of fun at my place.
Everytime she's around , she never fails to make me smile :)

Sent her home at 9 &
headed down to Kendre's place.

Slack downstairs her block and, waited for jason & friend to arrive.
Went to Kbox. Xiao Ming & gf came as well.

Kendre came over to my place.

Hogan , Wen Thong & Zi Kai came over as well.
They left at around 3PM or so.

It's 7:50PM now & I just woke up !
Me & Kendre are both having a fever now and both our mouths are swollen ! :(

Crush On You.

Sometimes we get second chances,
but sometimes we dont even get a first.

Sunday, November 18, 2007
Have you ever wanted to ask a question, but you didn't
because you knew your heart wouldn't be able to handle
the answer?

Went to Thomson Plaza in the afternoon for my dental appointment,
Had my braces put on ! My teeth hurts and, I think I look horrible with braces on o(>.<)o It's so uncomfortable, I can't even eat & talk properly.
Well, since I made that decision to put it on I guess I just have to bear with it.

After that, went to buy a dining table for my house :O
Then Annabelle's mum came to fetch me & my mum.

The oddest things hurt me.
They get stuck in my head and, replay over & over.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

I think my room is really dusty ! Ah. It's like everytime I step into the room, I keep sneezing :(
Tidied up my room this afternoon to kill time, threw away alot of clothes.
An Qi came over to accompany me pack my room & we had a little fun. Heh heh. :D

A treat from her

After that , Valen came to pick me & we went down to Krugers.
Drank & sang over there. Then, Jason came to pick me up from Krugers.
Met up with Weina, Kendre, Ivan & I forgot the other guy's name :/

Went to Kbox :) Sang, Shilin came. Akward, very.

Headed to Serangoon with Kendre, her rider & Jason for our breakfast.
I was bloated , but they kept forcing me to eat :( Shucks.

Dental appoinment later @ 23o.
The prettiest people do the ugliest things.

I only wish that I could hate you.

Friday, November 16, 2007
Never say never because nothing lasts.
Dancing with the thorns of my buried past.

Ah, I should stop using vulgar words & change my shittie attitude :(
I know my attitude sucks ! But, I'm trying to change to.
Maybe the small changes I make aren't alot to all of you, but it means alot to me.

So , went down to Serangoon in the afternoon for some job interview thingy.
Ate dinner there, saw many familiar faces :D Took a bus back home, Shine came over.
Danced like nobody's buisness. Had a pretty good time with her :)

Hope you get well soon ah, Yann bin.
He is super bhb, wants me to get a birthday present for him. Lol.

YannBin : Eh, my birthday coming eh.
Angeline: Yah, mine too. So?
YannBin: My birthday coming.
Angeline: So?
YannBin: Present.

Haha, wth.

Photoshoot on sunday , with Valen.

If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong
I'd be a self-made millionaire, and you'd still be gone.


Yesterday night was hectic.
Was a last minute decision to meet Hwei Ping, Shu Ling & Wei Ting.
Cabbed to Tanjong Pajar to pick them, then to BP to get some stuff & off to Shu Ling's place.

Woke up in the morning, and found Shu Ling in the living room.
We didn't know how she got there either :O

Shu Ling & Wei Ting left for work & Me & Hwei Ping went home.
On the cab, Hwei Ping found out that her wallet wasn't on her. Panicked.
So her mum came down to pay the cab fare.

Reached home,
P with Kendre just now.

The saddest thing in the world,
is loving someone who used to love you.

Thursday, November 15, 2007
Happy birthday Andy :)

Hellokitty sushi.

After Kendre & Tou left my house ytd, cabbed down to Srgn to meet Crystal.
Met her for arnd 5-10 mins , then cabbed down to Thompson Plaza
as I had a dental appointment. Got a tooth extracted, arh.

Bought some stuff from Popular & cabbed home.
Was supposed to meet Kendre & co , but I fell asleep.

I have a toothache, & it hurts alot.

Ah, why is so many people's birthday on the 26th November !

& You mean everything to her,
You're just not worth the fight anymore.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
We, no I. Should stop gossiping.
Girls, girls, girls.

PGI ! Kendre is unhappy.
Why why why , you mean little thingy.

Kendre & Tou Tou is over at my place now, both of them are sleeping so soundly.
Tou Tou's thunder snore, power !

Tou & Kendre came over to my place yesterday.
Alvin came over for awhile, then left at 4.
Weina called @ 5 ? Went down.
Went to Beach road, breakfast.

Came back, fagged.
Kendre likes my pink coat , alot. Haha !

Anw, my head hurts like !@#$%^& now ! :(
Must be too long never..

Loves !


Love me for me,
& not someone you wish that I could be.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Just came home from court lock up , $15k cash bail. Sigh*
Saw, Xiao Ki, Cecilia & alot of other familiar faces @ Juv court.

I was so lucky. They were going to close the bail @ 4.00pm ,
and my parents bailed me out at 3:58pm.
So close. Left Xiao Ki inside the cell by herself, hope she's gonna be alright.

is going into remand ! :(

Going back to court on 11th Dec.
The judge said she won't even consider probation for me,
as I'm not schooling :(

Attica tmr !

I thought ,
I was gonna be okay without you

Monday, November 12, 2007
Met up with Annabelle this morning.
Crystal Jade for breakfast with Belle, Mum, Emmeline & Sarah.
Belinda came later.

Walked around J8 with Belle & the rest left.
Caught the movie 'The game plan'

Belle came over to my place to help me decorate my wall just now !
Ah, my wall is so pretty now.
Had alot of fun with her.

Court later !
Wish me luck.

Before you find love, find yourself.

Baked cookies yesterday for the family, all by myself ! *Grins.

Church with Annabelle & Yining later !

I just want you to know, I found a reason for me to change who I used to be.
A reason to start over new.
& the reason is you.

It's so hard to be strong,
when you love the one thing,
that makes you weak

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Tou Tou came to pick me up just now, slacked downstairs my house for awhile.
Then Kendre called, headed to Ilene's house. Slacked.

Fell asleep. It was freezing, so sat at a corner using a pillow to cover myself.
Kendre used a jacket to cover me :) So sweet of her ^^

When I woke up , she lent me her jacket to wear home.
I must've looked really cold. Haha.

Kendre's emperor came !
Oops, I meant Furong. Ha.
Then all of us left for home ! :D

Although today wasn't very fun, at least I felt cared for & appreciated.
I need to change my attitude, badly :(


From Jingyee's friendster profile,

So sweeeeeeet ^^
I miss you tooooooooooooooo :(

It's hard to fake a smile when your heart can barely breathe.

Very pissed at YongWei right now.
Shall not elaborate on it.

Let's just say, I had a very bad day.
Had a very very bad time out with them.

Most of them got very drunk.
Next time, cannot drink already don't drink. Please!

Conferencing with Kendre & Tou tou !

So don't chase me,
unless you're ready to catch me.

Sunday, November 4, 2007
Just came back from the dentist.
I'll be putting braces on the 17th, just hoping it won't be pain . Argh*The dentist put something in between my tooth just now, it's really uncomfortable. T.TOhwell, I guess I just have to bear with it.

I'll wait for you
In this little town.I can't leave the memories we made.
I'll find you, whenever I walk down memory lane.
Addicted to those glances,
taking chances tonight.


I seriously need to get some sleep now.

Broken heart & tear-struck eyes.
All in the result of his beautiful lies.

Thursday, November 1, 2007
Haven't been blogging for 4? 5? days. Missed me ? (:

Okay. So, I'll be celebrating my birthday at boatquay's blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dolphin. Yay*
Went to have supper after work with Jeniel & some customers. They sent us home after that.

Cant believe my eyes, my heart.
Must be dreaming.
All I wanna do, is get close to you.
So many times I see you move,
I just wanna move with you.
so DJ spin the wheel ~

& I feel like eating fondue right now ! *drools*
Okay, that was random. Very random.