I've moved on now, but there's no one quite like you.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I'm so sorry for the string of emo post,
guess I haven't really been myself lately.
I just can't bring myself to smile & laugh as much.
Ohwell, the girls really had me laughing a whole lot today though :)


Preparations,


Surprise,


Happy Birthday Kendre Ho Yi Ying !





/I still have your picture, but I put it in a box along with the notes you wrote to me.
I cry almost every time I look at that picture now. & I still have pictures of you in my mind.
Pictures of us holding hands, of our first kiss. I want to rip up your picture into tiny little shreds.
But, I want to save it because you're in my memory & I don't want to forget you.
I may shred your notes, but I may keep them.
I see a picture of you in my mind everyday & it won't go away.
But, that picture, will eventually fade away... and so will you.

I wanted you.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

Don't go when I push you away.
It's times like that when I need you the most.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Defended, battled & fought.

Bite your lip. Brace yourself.
You're not ready for this.
You can't handle it.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

This is the worst birthday I've had in years.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
261192'


Happy birthday to Wan Yi & Jia Yi !
Happy birthday to Ice , Li Guang , Ivan & Peggy as well !
& to all the other people's birthday who is on 26 Nov :D

& Happy one year anniversary to Ah Black & Meiyi (:
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Happy Birthday
to Feng Ying & Yann Bin ! :D
Found this photo in my com.
Look at my super xmm face. Classic man!
Oh oh, and I miss my long hair. Tsktsk ;/
Ashley,
Though sometimes you really make me feel like slapping you,
but you're a really good friend.

Still remember the first time I met you in school,
both of us sibei don't like each other.
After that I made you hate me even more,
when I whacked your sister. Lol.

Don't know why suddenly we became on talking terms.
& When you didn't come to school,
I would ask Wei Jie whether you died already or not.

After about 3 weeks later, I was washing the big dustbin in Gracehaven.
You walked in, and I was stunned.

Slowly, we started writing notes.
And everytime I saw you in Gh you would shout " aye, braces ! ho bo ! "
& when I went inside A blk's T.O.R you'd be the one,
who's always there entertaining me.

After you absconded, everytime I went to A blk,
it seemed so quiet. There wasn't your loud & noisy voice anymore.

You told me you were going to surrender,
& I kept telling you I wanted to meet you before you surrendered,
but until today I still didn't get to see you.

Anyway, I'm really happy for you for finally winning over Ying ying's heart.
& Don't worry, I'm sure she'll wait for you ! :D

Lastly, limpei really sibei miss you.
Take good care of yourself hor !
We will wait for you to come out !

If kisses were rain I'd send you showers,
if fun was time I'd send you hours.

Monday, November 24, 2008
Kick off your shoes, take a break,
crank the tunes, dance & shake,
light the candles & cut the cake.
Happy birthday!

So sorry for all the last minute plans,
but I still hope you enjoyed what I planned for you.

You're getting more and more distant ...

It's hard to fake a smile
when your heart can barely breathe.

Sunday, November 23, 2008
Jiahui went off this morning,
& I'm starting to miss her already :(



If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Explaining my love for him to you ,
is like trying to explain colours to a blind person

Saturday, November 22, 2008
My birthday party's tmr!
And, everything is so s c r e w e d up.
I swear I feel so much like crying.
I seriously don't know what I can do right now. Sigh.
Hopefully, everything will go according to plan.

'm so gonna miss Jia Hui, as well as, Zarrah when they're away in Taiwan.
Do take care of yourselves there okay !


548 days,
Why the heck am I still thinking about you ? :'(
Friday, November 21, 2008

Someday, you'll see things for what they really are.

Sunday, November 16, 2008
Serangoon, Bishan, Toa Payoh, Bugis, Town.
















"And on our way back in the cab,
the Uncle was so nice!
Me and Angeline were listening to my iPod,
then the Uncle asked is that an iPod,
I said yes.
He handed us a cable and we plugged it in.
Lol, we were listening through his stereo in his cab!
SO NICE!
He said he does it to all his costumers.
It's rare to find such nice and friendly cab drivers anymore!
And he asked for Jason Mraz's I'm Yours.
And all three of us were singing to it all the way!
He's like in his 50s already!
And his knowlegde of these songs were quite good!
So do look out for the cab SHD3057B!"

} Quoted from Jiahui's.





Preparations for me & Cecilia's birthday party is giving me a huge headache !