Are you locked up in a world,
that's been planned out for you,
are you feeling like a social tool without a use?

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

When I tell you
I don't like it, I really mean it.

Don't go over the limit.
Yes, maybe you're right. I used to drug, but not now.
At least I've come to my senses.
& I don't want to c r u s h my future in my own hands.

When I say I'm going to change, don't doubt me.
Cause I believe that I can do it.

Anyway, in case any of you are wondering why I'm out ..
it's because one of the brackets of my braces broke,
so mummy brought me to the dentist.
Going back to Gracehaven after mummy takes a shower, zzz.

Second day of school tomorrow ! Excited :D

The things I'm most afraid of have already happened.

Monday, January 21, 2008

People do things everyday that could kill them.
But it doesn't mean they want to die.

Sunday, January 20, 2008
What's so difficult that you can't even tell us ?
Even to the extend of absconding ?

Wan Yu & De Ping, please come back.

I miss the both of you :(
& I'm sure Jiemin misses you too.

Anyway, I'm out on homeleave again.
Until the 20th. Which is, tomorrow -.-
But at least I got to come out riiiiight (:

What have I gotten into this time round?
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again,
but i didn't have to.
You had me at hello.

There's so many things I have to say,
I'll stay up all night to hear about your day.

Monday, January 14, 2008
(During christmas)

Updates !
- I'm going back to Gracehaven tmr :(
- School's starting on 22nd January.
- I made up with alot of friends.
- I think my temper is getting worst............
- I miss my long hair.
- I want back my freedom !

Friendship is as delicate as a glass,
once broken it can be fixed,
but there will always be cracks.

Click to see the animation;

I really wonder what I mean to you now.
You told me you wouldn't know what to do if I left.
But, you have her too .. don't you?
Everytime I call, the first thing you'd ask is about her.

We used to meet everyday without fail.
If I couldn't go out you'd come over to my place,
no matter how late in the night it was.
But now ? You'd always be out with your other friends.

& When I wanted to meet you just now,
you wanted to meet up together with her too.
I'm fine with the three of us together, it's just that .. don't you get it ?
I haven't seen you for weeks, I just need so quality time with you.

Well, maybe we're just too busy for each other.

& You're right, people do change.
I've changed.

I'm just .. not that girl you once knew anymore.

I need you here,
not just in my heart

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Blame it on the weather that I'm in a mess.
This January darkness has me hating everyone.
I know I need your comfort,
but this drama makes me sick.
& the longer i lay here,
I know it's going to be harder to get up without you.

Love is like wildflowers;
It's often found in the most unlikely places.

Saturday, January 12, 2008
Met up with Tricia & went to Gracehaven to look for Althea.

Poor Althea waited for us for almost an hour :/ Sorry !

Cabbed down to my school and met up with mummy to sign some forms.
After that, mummy dropped us off @ bugis, and accompanied Althea to lookup on her hairdressing courses.

{Both Althea & I think that her dressing is ah lian-ish :/}

{Althea doesn't like her face in this picture !
I think she looks like
superman ! xD}

Headed back to Gracehaven.
Met up with Baby, Wen Shan, Jacqueline, Emily, May Yin, & co.

Slacked for awhile & all of us went our seperate ways.

Went over to Kendre's block and met up with her for awhile.
I'm so sorry I spent most of the time talking on the phone when you actually came down to accompany me :(
Nvm, we'll do more catching up later !

Down to Junction 8 and, met up with Annabelle.
Was supposed to be shopping for stationary, but ended up getting alot of rubbish =X

Let me tell you guys a big secret ! :)
Actually, secretly, I'm a hairy old man !

Hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha :D

All those days of fun.
I missed you more than ever.

Friday, January 11, 2008
So be goodto me,
I've got nothing to give you,
you see,
except everything, everything everything.
All the good & the bad.
Cause I've been bad.
I've lied, cheated, stolen, & been ungrateful for what I had.
& I'm afraid habits rule my waking life.
I'm scared & I'm running in my sleep for you.

& I've been content with this life that I lead,
where I drink too much
& don't believe in much of anything.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Happy New Year !

You insist on explaining the obvious when it's pointless.
& I'm heartless for saying what's really on my mind.
Your words go to rhythm while mine go to rhyme
You were never good with syllables & half heartfelt lines.

Was supposed to have homeleave yesterday, but I got cut.
Because I was rude to one of the staff over there. Well, at least that was what they said.
So anyway, lucky for me Uncle Raymond agreed to give me time off today :D

& Gf, I didn't forget your birthday.

I'm really sorry I wasn't able to celebrate your birthday with you.
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY , love ya !