Leave the past behind&start all over again.

I love you, my dear ♥

School's quiteokay this week. (Isn't that what I say almost every week ? O.o OhWell)
Anyway, I heard that there's homeleave on Thursday this week. But no news leh? :(

My computer has suddenly become super laggy lor, wl !:(






& don't drag feeling la ___________________

The stars weren’t the only thing shining that night.

Let's say I had a very very bad start in the wee hours this morning.
Everything happened so sudden, I didn't know how it started either.

Gf & Wan Yin came to my place to doll up and change.
After that, Wan Yin headed to her bf's place whilst me & gf went down to Amk.

Met up with Wen Thong & co, and then to Crystal's pub @ Geylang to meet up with the others.
It was really boring. Because we didn't plan to go down, it was a last minute decision.
So, I was in my tee & shorts.

Slacked there until the pub closed then headed to lorong 21 to buy fags.
That was when everything started.
Fights, fights..
Imagine seeing your own friends getting beaten up and you can't even do anything about it. Sigh,
Whatever it is, I hope Gf, Amanda & the guys are fine.

Going back to GH in another 4 hours ! :(

Of course I can't forget all the beautiful colours on the day we first met.

Yesterday night was terrible.
I spent the night in the Time Out Room.
It's already scary enough to have yourself locked up in four walls ..
& half way through the night, there was a blackout ! :(

Oh my ! Oh my !
I never wanna go into the Time Out Room ever ever again.

Finally, I'm meeting the 'shake clique' later on.
Not the whole clique, but better then nothing.
I miss them so much !
Seriously miss the times when they'would come over to my house almost everyday,
just to slack around & all.

There's never been anyone else.

You make me want to be somebody.

A misty morning does not signify a cloudy day.

I joined photography ! Me like :D
Yesterday I only had like, two classes ? O.o

Deborah ! :D

I'll miss you.

Many things are cropping up these few days.
I don't know what to say or do. Sigh.


Pearlyn Teh Shi Min.
Although, sometimes you really irritate me and all but ... I still miss you.
Remember the time when I just came into Gracehaven & I cried ?
You asked me not to worry cause you'd be there for me.
Or when the time I said I wanted a boyfriend ,
and you said you would be my 'boyfriend'.
Remember all the laughing & crying we did together,
all the stupid things ?
& I'll be taking care of your sotong for you, don't worry !
Sigh. I hope you'll be alright inside.
Takecare,
I miss you :(

The longer I lay here,I know it's harder to get up without you.

I'll be going back to GH in like, 1 hour ! :(
Sigh. It's gonna be damn boring.

Went to meet up with Annabelle to go to church this morning.
Like , finally la ! I haven't been to church for ages.
After church, went to Swensen's with Mum, Kor, Alex & Annabelle for lunch :)
Happy advanced birthday mummy ! ^^

Headed to Plaza Singapura after that, to shop. Ehehe.
I promised mum I wouldn't shop for another two months.. but............... :/

People don't change.You just eventually find out who they really are.

Kinda stressed up.
So many things are happening these few days.
But, there's nothing I can do except to just stand by & pray.


Cabbed to Shine's place & went over to AMK Hub.

Met up with Su Yuan, Lala & co to get something done.
After that , walked around Hub looking for studs & hollow pins for Bitch .
Cabbed over to Cityhall & shopped for mummy's birthday present. ♥
Then, Shine got her smiley pierced. Ouch.
I so feel like getting my septum pierced .. but, paaaaaaiiiiiiiiinnnn & GH :(
Argh. Soon, soon.



It was getting late & bitch had to go to church and,
I promised mum that I'd be home for dinner.
Sooooooooooooooooo, caaaaaaaaaab again !
Shucks, I've wasted like almost 50$ on cab today !@#$%*
Save money, save money !

R.I.P :(

The look in your eyes when we said goodbye, it never leaves my mind.

Lol, I'm at home now . :)
QiQi is over at my place.
Omg, super rush now.


Love ya'all. Keep chacking back okay ! :D

Happy Chinese New year !

Second day of Chinese New Year,

Went over to my grandmother's place to 'bai nian' & have lunch.
Then all of us headed to Lower Peirce Reservoir to visit my 'monkey relatives'.
Lol, just joking lah.
We went there to have a phototshoot . :)

After the shoot, we headed over to Granduncle's place to 'bai nian' again.

Then, we headed to my aunt's place for awhile.

& went off to catch the movie ' Lao Shi Jia Lao da (Ah Long Pte Ltd) '.
Super hilarious movie, non-stop laughters. 4.5 stars ! ;D

Happy Chinese New Year !

Happy Chinese New Year everyone.

Went to one of my relatives house to 'bai nian' & have my lunch.
Later on, headed over to Ang Mo Kio to meet Andy. Then, to Shine's place.
Andy left to meet his friends. And, daddy came to fetch me to another relatives place . O.o

Ang baos ! Ang baos ! Ang baos !

At the end of the day, you either focus on what seperates you ... or what holds you together.

I'm feeling lazy to blog, AGAIN.
So only updates for now.. until, I have the inspiration to blog again.

• Homeleave till the 10th :D
• Last minute shopping for CNY clothings this afternoon.
• Mum also bought me a hellokitty Mp4 ♥

Also, sorry for not posting pictures recently. I'm getting lazier & lazier :(
Soon ! Okay ? I promise.

I nstitute of M ental H ealth.

WHY AM I SIAO ?
I DON'T WANNA BE SIAO ! :(

Okay. I shall cool down.
I've been referred to IMH !
WAHLAU. IMH IS FOR SIAO PEOPLE LOR.
Means, I am siao leh !
I AM NOT SIAO LOR.

I want a boyfriend !
But, who's gonna want a siao girlfriend ?!
Wahlaaaau :(

Worry is a total waste of time. It doesn't change anything. All it does is mess up your mind and steal your happiness.

I used to be a strong girl.
But everything has changed,
so many things has happened,
and I've had to deal with so much more
than I should ever have to go through,
and you know something? I finally broke.
Everything around me crashed,
and I fell right with it.
I'm just not that strong anymore.



Updates.

- School.
* Homework so far is alright.
* I have this 'thing' against the fat people in my class. No offence !
* There are no handsome guys in my class for me to oogle at. So depressing :(

-Hostel.
My homeleave got cut for the last two weeks because of a navel stud. Stupid.
Anyway, life in hostel has been tons better since school started. Lesser duties to do & all :/