If you keep chasing yesterday,
You're gonna miss tomorrow.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Finally, I'm out on homeleave agn. Happy.
Shirley's homeleave got burned, because of Shasha's diary.
Sad. I think we should all stop writing diary's.

My phone is still dead & I have a sore eye.


*

Jiahui came over to my place, waited for me to dress up & makeup.
Headed down to Amk to meet Shine.
Slacked for awhile & went back to many 'old' places that I haven't been to in a long time.
So many memories came back, I really miss the times there :(


Sent Shine home & Jiahui to her Grandparents place before heading over to Causewaypoint.
Met up with Mum, brothers, aunty & uncle. Dined @ Seoul Garden, the food there sucked.
After dinner went to the pasarmalam nearby and bought many random stuff :D Happy.

Not very contented with today's buy's though. But I need'a save moneyyyyyyy ! T.T

Anyway, Jiahui & I took out our smiley piercing.
Cause Shine's tore & it looks super scary okay !



P/s
Giving 'School's Out !' a miss tonight .
Sorry to those people whom are expecting me there.

It must be exhausting to lose to your own game.

Monday, March 24, 2008
Lunched with family @ Desker Rd.

Did my photography project over there.
Not very good though.

Going back to hostel @ 6 .


Super in love with this song ,


Sunday, March 23, 2008
This is so irritating.
Dxo's party was cancelled due to some fights __
Argh. I was so looking forward to the damn event.
I am so pissed now.
All my plans got screwed.
Fuck today man, seriously.

You wander through my sleeping mind.
Reading thoughts I've left behind.


** No pictures today ! :(

Toapayoh with Jiahui & had our brunch.
Rushed down to Cityhall to meet Moon & friend.
Then headed to Expo, for some drama thingy by Chc.
Ivan, Isaac, Cj & alot of other familiar faces were there too !

& Down to Eunos then to Bugis, to meet Apple.
Finally, she's out on her first homeleave.
I missed her so so so much ! T.T
Oh well, pray that she goes down to quarters soon.

Walked around. Again, alot of familiar faces (:
Oh yes ! There was this old man who asked us 'Xiao jie, ke yi zhuo peng you ma ?'
We ignored & he kept following us , damn scary !

School's out @ Dxo , tonight !
After curfew calls, muahahaha :D

I miss the way you make me feel
so cold and alone.

Saturday, March 22, 2008
My phone decided to die on me :(
Pictures are with Emily, but she has yet to send them to me.
So, no peektures ! Sorry !
[/Edited]
I've gotten the pictures ! :D


Shopping with Jiahui, Shirley & Emily @ Town.


Then, to Junction 8 to catch a movie with Jiahui !


Omfgzxzsxz ! Something super emabarrasing happened ! T.T
I fell down. Yes, I FELL DOWN. IN A DRESS.
I think I'm gonna die of embarrasment !
The guy standing there , who actually saw what happened , laughed at me lor !
WTFXZSXSXS :(
All Jiahui's fault. Shall not elaborate more.

When I finally plucked up the courage & said okay to Jiahui to watch the movie 'Rule #1',
both of us realised we weren't officially 16 yet ! Heng ah :/
So we decided to catch the movie Step up 2 .

Niceeeeee, I likeeeeeee :D





So hold me close,
but don't get too comfortable,
cause this might be the last time you hear my voice
Friday, March 21, 2008
Happy birthday my precious pretty bitch !

I wish you lots and lots of happiness.
You are very special, but you'll soon be all grown up.
So dream big dreams and work hard to make them true.
I know you can do it, I have faith in you.

Just remember if you need me, call and I'll be there,
and no matter where you are, you'll still be in my heart.

After all that we've been through
I know we're cool.


I called Shine ! ._.
We talked like as if nothing had happen.
I don't know if it's a good or bad thing.
But, what the heck. At least we're still talking man !
& I'll be seeing her on Saturday ------ dxo (:
I miss dancing with that bitch man.
It's been a long time, really long time.





Anyway, I've been blog hopping & realised that some idiot/s were gg around
tagging with my name & link on my friend's blogs.
I mean, that fella said nothing offensive (so far) but, yeah. Stop it !
P/s Just for reference, here's my I.P {58.146.160.51}
to check if the person who tagged was really me.





I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself;
I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it's not pretty, every day,
and if you can source your own life from its presence.

I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

It all feels right when you are around.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Going back to hostel later on :(

Love'ya ! ♥
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Happy birthday my beloved retard ! (:

You are very special and you deserve the best.
I wish you a wonderful life filled with love and happiness.
I hope others bring you joy, just as you've brought joy to me,
then you can weather any storm and be all you want to be.

Here we are, fresh as rain.
You give me feelings I can't contain.

I went out with swollen & c r a c k e d lips ! :(

Anyway, met up with Shirley and Emily at AMK,

{FOCUS: My tummyyyyyyyy :( Fat Fat Fat !}
went to Kbox,




& walked around a little after that.


Later on,
met up with Sis, Suyuan, Lala, Ben Ho, Eileen, Ben & his msian friend O.o
Lan. Lan. Lan. Slacked. Slacked.

Then home.

&&&
I'm starting to miss the left-right sessions.
The technos at night.
:X





Again & again.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
I'm still sick :(
Not going to school, again.

My throat hurts.
My head feels heavy.

One of the medicine I have to take,
causes trauma, make heartbeats faster, and also causes the hand to shake.
Wah. It's like exactly the same symptoms of druggin'. -.-''

Whatever.


Everything's going so wrong, so wrong.



Okay, enough of ranting.
My head is spinning.
Guess I gotta catch some sleep now.

Gotta go back to Gh later alrdy =(((((((((
I dont wanna go bacccckkkkkk.

It's hard to say what I see in you.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008



Stuck in bed.
Angeline is not feeling well :(
*coughs*

Went to see the doctor this morning.
$48 bucks ! O.o

&& I've 2 days mc.
I feel so fuckin' miserable.
I hate being sick :(
One good thing is, I don't have to go back to GH (until I recover .. )

P/s I think I should start packing my room!

Messy, messy!

People come into your life for a reason
& I don't think you ever stopped caring
about the people you've been close to.

Monday, March 10, 2008
I never forgave you,
for what you've done.

You broke my trust, betrayed & disrespected me.
You're a liar.
You told the whole world about it & victimised yourself.
& the best part ? You never apologised.

When I saw your name on my phone, I felt sick in my stomach.
When I saw your picture, I wanted to puke.
When you hugged me, I cringed.
That was how much you had upset me.

I know I should patch things up cause it's the right thing to do, but I don't want to.
You ruined our friendship, & right now I can't be bothered about us no matter how hard you're trying to patch things up.
It's really sad cause we used to be the best of friends.

The whole world think I'm an ungrateful bitch because of your mouth, but I don't care.
They can go kiss my ass.

At least the people who matter to me knows what really happened.

& really, that's all that matters

Catch me as I'm falling.
You're all I really need now.

Sunday, March 9, 2008
And everytime you feel like crying, I'm going to try & make you laugh.
& if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass.
And I will keep you company through those days so long & black.





ANGELINE
IS SICK :(
Down with, Cough, Flu & Fever.
& I'm seriously having a very very bad headache now.

Anyway, for the sake of all my blog-readers ,
Angeline's gonna update (:
TOUCHED?

Okay.

Today was, wasted. Yes, WASTED.
I spent practically my whole day in bishan doing nothing. NOTHING.

Lunched @ Sakae Sushi with mummy.

Walked around a little , but nothing caught my eye.

Headed to 161 to accompany Michelle, her mum & daughter for their facial.

Then, to Junction 8 for shopping !
Second time walking J8 in a day & still, nothing caught my eye :(
Had Mac's for dinner.

Met up with Smallboy, Gabriel & Youming @ Bishan Mrt.
Trained to AMK then Michelle left & I came home.





Goodnight & sweet dreams everyone ! ^^

I won't forget the times that we had,
so please don't be a part of my past.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

I'm home on homeleave , from 7th to 9th.
The others are all going back up to 16th :(

It's only because they've school holiday, and I don't.
But it's so unfair !
You know why , because my school has like no school holiday !
Well, except for the one in June.
But it's only a freakin' two weeks holiday.
So if like, I have no holidays at all then I won't have to come home already -.-''
Rubbish luh ! Pissed.

When it all comes down to a sunrise on the east side
will you be there to carry home the remains of my wasted youth?

Friday, March 7, 2008
Hello humans ! Angeline is home, AGAIN :/
Shucks man. $$$$$$.

While I was in the T.O.R , I bit my finger.
& now it's infected :(

Gross ? --- I know ;





@ GraceHaven.


@ School.

I still have alot of photos yet to be uploaded.
Soon okay, Soon. I promise!

I'm gg to have my dinner nw^^
and back to Gracehaven :(