Here's to the starry nights and careless freedom,
to glowing smiles and flushed cheeks,
and laughter that heals you deep inside.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

To those who have pushed me, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have fallen.

To those who have laughed at me, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have cried.

To those who just couldn't love me, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself.

But, to those who thought I couldn't do it,
it is to you I thank the most
because without you,
I wouldn't have tried.

Who finds a faithful friend,
finds a treasure C:

Friday, September 26, 2008

Seriously miss the girls truckloads ;(

Friends are like roses,
you have to look out for the pricks!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Sot ah!
My life's going downhill.
Horrid people all around me.
They're scaring me with just words.
I keep telling myself, to just get through the day
without thinking about what they say.
But, I just can't do it ...

I'm not gonna get upset
& I'm not gonna care.
Because everytime I did,
it n e v e r got me anywhere.

Once a year.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Happy Birthday Tricia Wky ! :D

Although I can't wish you a happy birthday in person;
I will spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you.

Amor Vincint Omnia.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Get well soon, baby ! (L)

When I wanted you, I was afraid to lose you,
now that i have you, it seems like I'm afraid to want you.

When I don't say anything, it doesn't mean I don't know.
Because baby, I'm no fool.

Homeleave cut for a month , for smuggling cigarettes back for the girls.
Had to scrub drains, and the staircase at the field as punishment.
I swear I won't be so stupid again.

Exams are starting next week !
I've to start pulling up my socks !
If school is practice for the future,
and practice makes perfect,
and no one is perfect, then why practice?


Saturday, September 20, 2008

You'll never know what you had,
till it's gone.

Friday, September 19, 2008
Tricia's over at my place, doing naughty stuff :/

Took out all my past diaries & autograph books to read just now.
All those little memories, all the way up till primary one !
So naive, so adorable ! ( I KNOW VERY BHB, BUT REALLY VERY CUTE LOR ! )

Remember those short little poems
we used to write during primary school ?
" 2 in a taxi, 2 little kissies, 2 years later, Mr & Mrs ! "

& I can't believe I used to be
140cm in primary 5 !

Tricia cannot stop disturbing me now la ! T_T
Stop laughing at me la, qin ai de ! :(

I want to tell you how I'm feeling but I dont know where to start.
Why would something so easy, be so hard to do?

Some mistakes are too f u n,
to only make once :/

Lunched with Wei Han @ Mos Burger today.
Slut, I'm sure you can win back her heart.
No matter what you do, you know I'll always be here supporting you :D

This is what my slut wants to say to Samantha :)

This is how I'll look like when I'm pregnant ! :/

Thanks for your surpriseeeeeee today ! :D

Those notes you've wrote to me,
I've kept them all.

Thursday, September 18, 2008
Tricia's discharged today !
Qin Ai De, rmb what you promised me hor ! ;P

Wasn't allowed to come out of Gh on Monday because I had MC,
Thus, did not go for my project presentation ( Sorry slut ! )
Wasn't allowed to come out of Gh on Tuesday because I had to complete my punishment,
( Sorry gf ! Keep bombing you again & again :/ )

& Finally, I'm out today !

I'm late for school already !
'll try my best to update later !

/ xoxo

I'm sorry that I've to been inside a hostel.
I'm sorry for not being able to spend time with you girls.

& Sometimes I wonder , am I still part of this clique ... ?

Life's not a race, take it a little slower;
Stop and hear the music before the song is over.

Sunday, September 14, 2008
You & I never had it easy, we had to work so hard,
and, every time it feels like we're going to make it,
that’s when it all falls apart.But, I'll take my chances with you

You're the only one I want to talk to at the end of the day.

Saturday, September 13, 2008
People always ask me
" What makes you like him? "But i don't want to tell them,
because if they understand,
they would like him too.

The only thing harder then walking away ;
is never looking back

Thursday, September 11, 2008

AKJiaRong, all these while when Yi Ting was gone, you'd be the one by my side.
To stand by me and help me up when everything goes wrong.
You were the one who would always be there to encourage and advice me.
I don't know who else I can speak out my feelings too without you guys around.
I miss you... &
I will wait for you !

Speak your mind,
even if your voice shakes.

Saturday, September 6, 2008
"The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care."

I've a number of things to blog about.

i) Reply to Stephanie Seah's post on _ _ .
It doesn't really matter, you know. Since she wants to be childish then let her be.
Personally, I find it tiring to hate someone. So I'd rather pretend she's not there.
Though when sometimes, I look at her I still can't believe that she would actually do this to me. Well, this is life. & Speaking about fake ? She herself should know, right ? Lol.
Anyway, thanks for helping me speak out. But, really, it's okay.

ii) My muscles are aching all over.
Due to too much baby-carrying yesterday, I guess ?
Haven't seen Baby Slyvester for almost more then 3 months & he has grown , huge !

Carried Slyvester from my home all the way till Junction 8 yesterday ! Heavy !

iii) Yesterday.
Over @ Kend's place.

You know, you guys are more then what I'd ever ask for :)

I love you girls !

I'm addicted to words
but, they're useless.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008

A best friend is someone who screams to you in the hallways saying "I love you",
not caring if anyone thinks you're a lesbian,
but only caring that you hear them everytime.