Here's to the starry nights and careless freedom,
to glowing smiles and flushed cheeks,
and laughter that heals you deep inside.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

To those who have pushed me, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have fallen.

To those who have laughed at me, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have cried.

To those who just couldn't love me, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.
Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself.

But, to those who thought I couldn't do it,
it is to you I thank the most
because without you,
I wouldn't have tried.

Who finds a faithful friend,
finds a treasure C:

Friday, September 26, 2008

Seriously miss the girls truckloads ;(

It's nothing new, i'm telling you,
This heart of mine beats just for you.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Webcaming with baby (L)

Your last paper is next week , you better buck up okay.

Everyday work work work , & throw me to one corner.
No good, I don't like :(
;/ Tsk tsk.

Friends are like roses,
you have to look out for the pricks!

Sot ah!
My life's going downhill.
Horrid people all around me.
They're scaring me with just words.
I keep telling myself, to just get through the day
without thinking about what they say.
But, I just can't do it ...

I'm not gonna get upset
& I'm not gonna care.
Because everytime I did,
it n e v e r got me anywhere.

Once a year.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Happy Birthday Tricia Wky ! :D

Although I can't wish you a happy birthday in person;
I will spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you.

Amor Vincint Omnia.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Get well soon, baby ! (L)

When I wanted you, I was afraid to lose you,
now that i have you, it seems like I'm afraid to want you.

When I don't say anything, it doesn't mean I don't know.
Because baby, I'm no fool.

Homeleave cut for a month , for smuggling cigarettes back for the girls.
Had to scrub drains, and the staircase at the field as punishment.
I swear I won't be so stupid again.

Exams are starting next week !
I've to start pulling up my socks !
If school is practice for the future,
and practice makes perfect,
and no one is perfect, then why practice?


Saturday, September 20, 2008

You'll never know what you had,
till it's gone.

Friday, September 19, 2008
Tricia's over at my place, doing naughty stuff :/

Took out all my past diaries & autograph books to read just now.
All those little memories, all the way up till primary one !
So naive, so adorable ! ( I KNOW VERY BHB, BUT REALLY VERY CUTE LOR ! )

Remember those short little poems
we used to write during primary school ?
" 2 in a taxi, 2 little kissies, 2 years later, Mr & Mrs ! "

& I can't believe I used to be
140cm in primary 5 !

Tricia cannot stop disturbing me now la ! T_T
Stop laughing at me la, qin ai de ! :(

I want to tell you how I'm feeling but I dont know where to start.
Why would something so easy, be so hard to do?

Some mistakes are too f u n,
to only make once :/

Lunched with Wei Han @ Mos Burger today.
Slut, I'm sure you can win back her heart.
No matter what you do, you know I'll always be here supporting you :D

This is what my slut wants to say to Samantha :)

This is how I'll look like when I'm pregnant ! :/

Thanks for your surpriseeeeeee today ! :D

Those notes you've wrote to me,
I've kept them all.

Thursday, September 18, 2008
Tricia's discharged today !
Qin Ai De, rmb what you promised me hor ! ;P

Wasn't allowed to come out of Gh on Monday because I had MC,
Thus, did not go for my project presentation ( Sorry slut ! )
Wasn't allowed to come out of Gh on Tuesday because I had to complete my punishment,
( Sorry gf ! Keep bombing you again & again :/ )

& Finally, I'm out today !

I'm late for school already !
'll try my best to update later !

/ xoxo

I'm sorry that I've to been inside a hostel.
I'm sorry for not being able to spend time with you girls.

& Sometimes I wonder , am I still part of this clique ... ?

Sweetest Romance

Monday, September 15, 2008
Happy 100 days, TZR !
Sitting side by side in the morning light,
looking out at the future together.

Life's not a race, take it a little slower;
Stop and hear the music before the song is over.

Sunday, September 14, 2008
Our plan to study, failed. Again !

A day filled with laughters.

Over to baby's place & out to Selaseh for lunch.
Home to get my stuff then down to Hougang point to meet Black.

Accompanied him over to the driving center to get his license enrolled.
By the time we reached the driving center, it was alrdy 5.
Guess what time the office closes ? 3 ! Yup, wasted trip.

Headed back to Hougang Point to meet Mei Yi for dinner.
Dined at Kfc and sent Mei Yi home.

Donkey-ed at the void deck with the guys.
Then, home with Baby.

You & I never had it easy, we had to work so hard,
and, every time it feels like we're going to make it,
that’s when it all falls apart.
But, I'll take my chances with you
Studying with Baby later.
That lazybum hasn't woken up yet, grrrr.

You're the only one I want to talk to at the end of the day.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

My previous blogskin got screwed.
Thus, the new skin.
Simple & sweet.
I likeeeee !

Deleted my tagboard too,
but you can still comment me at the bottom of every post.

People always ask me
" What makes you like him? "
But i don't want to tell them,
because if they understand,
they would like him too.

If you really l o v e someone,
distance won't matter.

TZR " When we break that time, I listen to this song and smile to myself "

你微微的笑 溫暖我心
讓我有了 衝勁動力

千千萬萬的愛意 等不及
涼風徐徐的提醒 我和你

只欠一句 我愛你 沒膽親口告訴你
想要照顧你 好好疼你
只差一句 你答應 點頭說你也願意
和我在一起 手牽著你 緊緊抱著你

千千萬萬的愛意 等不及
涼風徐徐的提醒 我和你

只欠一句 我愛你 沒膽親口告訴你
想要照顧你 好好疼你
只差一句 你答應 點頭說你也願意
和我在一起 手牽著你 緊緊抱著你

盛夏的回憶 在偷偷想起 你就是剩下的唯一
我站在這裡 用最真的心 想對你說 請相信

只欠一句 我愛你 沒膽親口告訴你
想要照顧你 好好疼你
只差一句 你答應 點頭說你也願意
和我在一起 手牽著你 緊緊抱著你
手牽著你 緊緊抱著你

Wan Yi " When we break that time, I listen to this song and cry -.- "

一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不在
放开 这是最好的决定

你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不在
放开 这是最好的决定

你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

Everything, in the end, comes down to timing.
One second, one minute, one hour, could make all the difference.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Okay, so I chopped off my fringeeeeeee ! Like, finally.
I've been saying I wanted to have a change of hairstyle in like forever.

I don't know why, but my bangs look really horrible this time.
Well, Baby says it looks alright. So I should just shut up and live with it.

Bf's gonna cut bangs when his hair grows longer !
Imagine : Couple with same hairstyleeeeeee. Omfg.
Nvm, I think it's rather cute !

& With you, I can actually say :
" Yes, I am a happy person.
You make me feel
You make me like myself for
what I am,
care for me more than most people,
and you
promised you'd always be there. "

The only thing harder then walking away ;
is never looking back

Thursday, September 11, 2008

AKJiaRong, all these while when Yi Ting was gone, you'd be the one by my side.
To stand by me and help me up when everything goes wrong.
You were the one who would always be there to encourage and advice me.
I don't know who else I can speak out my feelings too without you guys around.
I miss you... &
I will wait for you !


Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Read this over the net.
So true pls ! :/

Men :

The Love Word:
After 6 weeks: I looo-ve you, I love you, I love you!
After 6 months: Of course, I love you.
After 6 years: GOD, if I didn't love you, then why did I marry you?

Back from Work:
After 6 weeks: Honey, I'm home!
After 6 months: I'm BACK!!
After 6 years: Have you cooked yet?!

Phone Ringing:
After 6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
After 6 months: Here, it's for you.

After 6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!
After 6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
After 6 years: DUMPLING AGAIN??!

New Dress:
After 6 weeks: Wow, you look like an angel in that dress.
After 6 months: You bought a new dress again?
After 6 years: How much did THAT cost me?!

After 6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
After 6 months: I like this movie.
After 6 years: I'm going to watch PIRATES play, if you're not in the mood,
go to bed, I can stay up by myself!

Making Love:
After 6 weeks: Baby, I want you tonight.
After 6 months: Lets make another baby, my mother just called!
After 6 years: Please MOVE over to your side, I'm suffocating here !!

No matter what happens, it doesn't matter.
As long as you're right here by my side.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Monday, September 8, 2008
Tzr : "Oh. That's very sweet dear. Thanks. Now it's my turn. No matter what ups and downs I will still be with you and I won't leave you my baby. All that we have went through this three months it's all sweet memories in my heart and I will treasure it. And most importantly, I will treasure you all the way in my life, love you from the bottom of my heart. That's real and the fact. Happy third month baby!"

Met up with baby at compass point.
I was late, as usual. " Sorry !"

Headed over to Vivo.
Wanted to catch a movie
but most of the time slots didn't fit into our timing,
so decided to forgo the idea instead.

Lunched @ LJS.

Shopped around and bought useless but cute mugs !
( I broke the cover of the mug ! "Sorry baby !" )




& Sky Park.

Aftermath, headed down to Serangoon's pasarmalam.
Then, home.

Words alone will never be able
to express the depth of my love for you.

Happy Third month, baby !

I love you