I've moved on now, but there's no one quite like you.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I'm so sorry for the string of emo post,
guess I haven't really been myself lately.
I just can't bring myself to smile & laugh as much.
Ohwell, the girls really had me laughing a whole lot today though :)



Happy Birthday Kendre Ho Yi Ying !

/I still have your picture, but I put it in a box along with the notes you wrote to me.
I cry almost every time I look at that picture now. & I still have pictures of you in my mind.
Pictures of us holding hands, of our first kiss. I want to rip up your picture into tiny little shreds.
But, I want to save it because you're in my memory & I don't want to forget you.
I may shred your notes, but I may keep them.
I see a picture of you in my mind everyday & it won't go away.
But, that picture, will eventually fade away... and so will you.
Sometimes, it hurts to see you like that.
Though I don't really know what happened, I can still roughly figure out.
Used to be the closest of friends, used to share everything with you.
I just don't understand why you would do all those things to me.
All those things you said , did you mean it ?

... yet, I still find it so hard to forgive you again.
Monday, December 29, 2008
This world is so unfair.

Blogging is becoming a waste of time,
I think I'm gonna stop blogging for awhile.

The only things you ever really have
are the ones you hold inside your heart.

Sunday, December 28, 2008
Helped A to get his belated christmas presents done,

Final product,

Aaron Yeh Ming Xuan, you owe me one big big present I tell you ! :P

Camwhored cos' me-is-boredddd :/

& Yes, I wear specs.

From this picture, you can see that I was really b o r e d ! Lol.

I was trying to mimick myself in the picture behind, spas -.-

&&& My favourite corners of my rooooom
I have officially closed my smiley piercing ;
Blog again when I'm back later.


No mood to blog.

Trying so hard to stay strong, but I can't.
Breaking down.

I look at you & want to tell you,
but I'm scared that if I do it will ruin what we have.

Saturday, December 27, 2008
Supposed to meet up with Germaine & co.
But change of plans as they wanted to play basketball.
And, you know you know, me & basketball just don't go well tgt :X Ha.

Instead, headed to Chinatown with momsy.

Shopped around and bought random acessories.
Wanted to get dresses but nothing caught my eye. Tsk.

Momsy went to meet a cilent & I headed over to Hougang.
Met S there ! & J came along as well.
While we were leaving Hougang, saw G's bike!
So, called D up.

Went over to fetch her & back to Hougang.
Met up with G & friends. Pool-ed.

Separated from D & G.
Went to ta pao Mc's and the girls came over.

Washed up & changed.
Then, headed out for a ride with YW, G & D, AL & co.

Over to Whisky for prata & the guys were tired so, back home.

J & S are sleeping like pigs now.

I don't know why, it seems so weird when I don't get your call before I sleep.
It just d o e s n ' t f e e l r i g h t .
I guess it's becoming a habit that I have to hear your voice before I go to sleep every night.
Oh my, what's becoming out of this friendship ?

Guess I'm just scaring myself. It's impossible, Angeline ! *Slaps self*