I keep your picture saved on my phone,
because I know it's the closest I'll ever be to you again.

Friday, February 27, 2009
Sometimes I catch myself wondering ;
where you are & how you're doing.
I don't think I'm ever going to let you go completely.

What hurts more?
Thinking you should hate him
or knowing that you don't.

Thursday, February 26, 2009
It's too bad & it's too late.
Was it such a big mistake?
You don't call me anymore
& I still miss you.


Raining cats & dogs now.
So damn cold. Super cosy for sleeping !
I seriously feel like going home and sleep :(
It's okay, 5 more weeks Angeline. You can do it.
& to the rest who are in this with me too !
We can do it right ? It's just five weeks !

Anw, while I was walking back, I got very drenched.
& It was so cold I swear I almost pee-ed okie. Omg.

Still luv the cold weather though :)



Ps , please have the courtesy to tell & credit me (whether I know you or not)
if you've taken anything or any 'inspiration' off my blog.
If not it is called ripping okie. >:@

It's like I want to push you off of a building,
but still run down to catch you.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009
It's been so long since I got this pissed.
Moodswings, moodswings. Damn moodswings.

On the side note,
I think Yun Xuan should be out of the T.O.R by now already.
That should be something to be happy about :)


Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Happy Birthday Denise :D
Though I won't be able to celebrate your birthday with you,
I will spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you.

You know you truly care
when you have to try and
convince yourself you don't.

How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else
and there's nothing you can do about it ?
How do you deal with the fact that you had a chance
but you chose to turn away ?

Counting down.

Monday, February 23, 2009
Jia you, jia you ! :D

Another five more weeks until,
Angeline, Jie Min, Cassandra, Yan Ting,
Yun Xuan, Desmond, Gim Boon & Raven

gets to go home !

& Raven, don't worry.
We don't blame you ! :)
Saturday, February 21, 2009

Happy Two Years Ten Months , Baby ! (L)

Kids, kids.


Oh, and hello.
Yeah. I act like a kid in school, so what ?
That's how I act like everywhere.

You're the first person ever who said I have bad dressing sense.
Am I supposed to feel sad? :O
And, in case you didn't know,
the reason why I only wear collar tee & skirt to school
every single day is because
there is something called 'Rules and regulations' in Gracehaven.

& I don't care how I look in school.
I'm going to school to study, not for a fashion show.
And, so what if I don't wear makeup to school ? You mean it's a rule ?
Cool. Cos' I never knew that.
Maybe if I wear makeup for my O lvl examintions
they'll give me more marks ?
Haha, you can put your fucking thick eyeliner and go for your examinations.
Good luck then.

Oh yah, and are you still stuck in your 2005 ahlianxxzxzsx world ?
Nobody goes around saying " Kua simi lj , bu shuang kiao one one la hor " now.
If you can't stand people looking at you,
then you can jolly well lock yourself up at home.
And, don't come trying to push me agn
when you don't even have the strength to.
Not happy, come only.
I'll be waiting to see your pretty face.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Ashley,
I shouldn't have shouted at you just now, sorry.
It's just that I was really )(*&^%$ for that moment.
Still bestfriends, yeah ? :)
& Don't worry, you know I wont let ** get hurt.

Forgive and forget.
I give up,
.
Thursday, February 19, 2009

Happy birthday mummy ,


Angeline's
been having moodswings for the entire day.
Sigh, what's wrong with me ?!

On the side note, I'm quite proud of myself.
Cos' though I got irritated by quite-alot-of-things, I manage to let it pass.
& not punch and shout around like how I usually do.
Yay for me !

If it were up to me,
we'd have all of the time in the world.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Many people have their reasons for where they are today.
We all can justify why we're not where we need to be.
We need to stop making excuses & start making choices.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Thank you Broudon & Eric for the belated valentines day presents :D
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Happy 20th birthday Zarrah !
You're not 20 years old, you're 20 years young ! Hahaha.

Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring.

Hearts all over the world tonight (♥)

Happy Valentines day !

Though, it wasn't the best Valentines day I've had,
but it was indeed the most memorable one :)

Thanks for all the gifts & wishes.
Luv y'all !



P/s
Congrats to my dearest gf on getting back her freedom (L)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
我受夠了, 我真的真的很累了.
Friday, February 13, 2009
It gets hard to trust anyone
when everyone you ever
opened your heart up to
lets you down.

Why is it that no matter how much pain it endures by holding on,
the heart still refuses to let go?

Whenever I feel like I'm okay with letting go,
there's always something there to remind me of a reason why I shouldn't.




Omg, guess who called me !? Hehehe... Lyx !
Was so happy when he called, haven't heard his voice in like a gazillion years.
That call seriously made my day a whole lot better, I swear :)
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Its funny how certain things trigger memories.
Songs, smells, and such, some make you sad
& some make you just close your eyes
and for that one moment you are captured in the past.
Its moments like those that make life confusing



Two bad news,

} Went back to Gh ystd & heard that Jiahui's in the T.O.R.
As her best friend, I didn't even know that she's still **.
She got caught, and yet I can't do anything.
So helpless, so useless...
:(

}"Three people are going to fly this week."
This sentence made my knees weak.
Tossing and turning the whole night , I couldn't fall asleep.
So many thoughts & questions running through my mind.

I'd give anything to know,
what you're thinking right now.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Most of the time I think,
that I'm just not enough.

I'll be celebrating valentines day in Gracehaven.
Should I be happy or sad?

So near, yet so far...
Monday, February 9, 2009
Happy Tenth Monthsary, Chocolate ! :D
Saturday, February 7, 2009
" I really really don't want my homeleave to get burnt :( "
Blame myself for always getting into unnessisary trouble. Tmd.



R.
You're not my social worker.
You don't have the right to ask others about my personal affairs.
Besides, all those questions you asked _ doesn't even have anything to do with the case.
Whether (who) or (who) or (who) likes me, it doesn't have anything to do with you.
Please mind your own buisness. Thank you.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Cheer up, Angeline :'(

The mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough,
but the heart keeps telling you don’t give up.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?

Get a life, Angeline.
He's never gonna notice you.

When I look in the mirror all I see
is a complete failure looking back at me.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009
I was late for El lesson, thus marked absent. Tsk.
Hate that new rule. It's gonna get me into alot of trouble.
Well, gotta blame myself for being late.
Stop being late, Angeline !


& Seeee, Glenn Tan Xing Rong thinks he's very cute -.-''

The words you've never said are always ringing through my head.

Monday, February 2, 2009
I had a nightmare ! :'(
Luckily, Xuannie called me and I came out of 'it' in time.

Me-no-like monsters. Tsk.


I went to church. Like, finally !

Out with this babe after church,
I missed her so much ! Haw.

Annabelle Khoo Shi Jie,
Thanks for accompanying me to run all over Singapore to look for my stuff.
(L)uv.

I'm tired of pushing people away,
but its just easier than getting hurt by them.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Went over to Dad's primary school friend's place,


then over to 2nd aunt's place.

One smile can speak all the words you will never hear.

Finally, out for homeleave again.
I missed my bed. Ha.

Supposed to go for a pinic at botanic gardens with the clique,
but so many people's homeleave got burnt :( Tsk.


Two more weeks to valentines day, but yet I'm the least excited.
Valentines day should be celebrated with your loved one, but me, is still single. Aww.

Don't plan on getting a bf soon though. Single life's kinda fun :)
But I don't really like the feeling that no one cares about me!
( Mutual friends don't count ! ) Lol.

Okay, enough of those alrdy.

Oh yeah ! My classmates cannot believe I'm actually from hostel.
Karabo says I look like those goody-goody kinda girl. Haha.

I find it quite amusing how they get so amused. LOL.


P/s
I think you're really cute too.
But, I'm prolly not the kinda girl you think I am.