I'm not gonna get upset & I'm not gonna care,because everytime I did, it never got me anywhere.

Sometimes things happen & we dont really know why,
sometimes things happen & we cant help but cry,
but when you can't put up with it any longer, you just have to hold on
because what doesn't kill you will only make you s t r o n g e r.

Yesterday was the first time in my whole stay in gracehaven
that I actually flared up so badly.
Suddenly, so many things are hitting on me.
Why ? Why is all these happening to me !?
I wish I didn't know anything...