Thursday, April 30, 2009
I'm not that little girl anymore.
I've grown up; I've become something
everyone thought I would never be.
But here I am, look at me. This is me.

It's written all over your face,

A heart is the strongest thing about you.
When it's broken, it heals and becomes stronger than you think.

All you need is time and the right person to help you put it back together.


Baby left this note @ the guardhouse this morning ;p

I need to meet the girls this week,
I miss you guys so muchhhiieesxzxs.
Denise, Kendre, Joyce, Crystal.

Got so much stuff to get done this week.

Till then.
Do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
& yet feel so alone?

Again & again,

Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Every night, I see you there.
I
wont forget everything that you put us through.

But, I've learnt that crying can't carry you back to me.


Happy birthday Ms Jasssss ! :)


School,

Ehehehehezzzz.

Mad scientist, hehehehehezzz. Big brainzzz.

Lost,

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Remember those walls I built

Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

Keeping myself occupied with books & schoolwork.

Not this time,

Monday, April 27, 2009
As my legs start to shake, I feel nothing.
I wanted you, I needed you. But you weren't there.

Stupid cupid stop pickin on me,

Don't tell me you miss me,
if you're not going to do anything about it.

Rearranged the pictures on my wall with a little help from Melvin,
but still not very contented with the outcome though. Tsk.
I need to print more pictures !

Was supposed to wake up early in the morning for a jog,
but that asshole couldn't wake up. Oh wells.

Luckily he woke up in time for lunch, and we headed down to Bishan.

Filled our tummy's & brought my G700 for repair cause it's giving me problems again ! :(
Home, aftermath.

Mug,
mug, mug. Gotta complete my math homework & 500 word essay by today !

Replies,

Sunday, April 26, 2009
Shine: LOLOLOL! I did reply you whaaaat! we go swimming next week! Provided that it's not raining! (L)
Shine: (: Jiayou, okayyyy! shine lurbbexzs you, tons.
We didn't go swimming lorrrrr :( Taoyan. Angeline lurbsxzsxxz you too.

Jiemin: whoos ! my tag the most ! got any trophy for me ?! i going back already ! see ya later at mamadiam !
Jiemin: love love you! is there any left over cookies for your gucci ?! :X
Jiemin: ^^
Jiemin: Gucci ! i miss you alot toos ! that day when you cried, i felt so useless:( because i cant be there
Jiemin: if you were my room mate, 那该有多好 lohs!

Jiemin: gucci, remind me got something to tell you about someone! gossips! (laughs!)
Jiemin: anw, why are you moodless gucci !!!!
Jiemin: ops! teacher caught me doing something unrelated to F&n !
Jiemin: :X ! call ya later ! I love you ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jiemin: ya, my fault. sorrys. 开心就好.
♥JIEMIN: hello gucci ! had fun with you today ! ;D gotta go bed alr. love you!
Gucci, I know that if you had the chance you'would try your best to be there for me. So, don't feel useless alright? I'd rather you not come over, rather then you get into trouble. Silly girl, I love you too ♥ --- 开心就好 ! & I had alot of fun with you ystd too.:)

Kimkai: 6 & 7th day , cook some cookies for me :D
Kimkai: 8th day ,im not ok? (:
Kimkai: 10th and 11th day, (: this few days really a lot of things happen
Kimkai: 12th :( , do you have homeleave?

You cook for me laaaaa !! Hahaha. Yes, I've homeleaveeeeeee !!

Mandy: Hope you ok, dear. I wonder when are we gonna meet. Hah.
I'm alright! Lol, yeah. We keep saying soon, but our soon is ... so ... Lol.

Sherman: hey cheer up la. dont so emo =)
Thanks, I never emooooo !

Mervyn: hey how u doing? hope ur doing fine with ur studies yeah. =)
Hey, I'm fine. You?:)

Camilla: u went kfc? really? didnt saw u eh. i with francita. hahas/
Yeah luh. Next time come bishan call me !

Yuki: pentium ~ why you sounded more n more E-M-O alr sia ?? what happened ? is everything ok ???
Where got emo ! Everything is alright:D

Pei Ru: Maybe it's just my com ba. :( Aiyah now already april lehs.
Pei Ru: by the time you know it you'll be discharged :)

Your com lousy, :( But the time still seems so long. Tsk.

Isabel: My dear, so what's your desicion? No matter what's your desicion, I'll support you. So, go for it (:
Isabel: Lim, ♥ Finally, next week we're going out together. Can't wait eh.

I don't know, highpill.;/ We didn't get to meet ystd, but rmb you promised next week okay !

Adeline: Hey! It's been a really long time since we've met! Hope you're doing fine;) Missed you too!
Adeline: Take great care!!

Yeah, take care too !

Passer: can see a pik of your back tattoo .? i heard its nice.
Lol?

Ohshimin: I found you! Lol. Link me up too.
Esther: bebebe (:: link me uhhs (L)

Your link?

Melvin: hahaha ok i wont ! , lol ring me up on say uh ! , imiss your monkey face , lol stop irritating my
Melvin: life uh ;D , you know i know can alr hahahhh!\

Yes, so please don't irritate my life! Tsk;/ And, faster wake up laaa !

Crystal: darling yous sound so sad . meeting me on sat? i'll be waiting for ur call. loves yous.
You also busy.

Cecilia: lol , i thought you say me KNS :( nevermind la , so long never talk to you le .
Ha, it's not me. You can check I.P.

YannTing: Angeline :) Relink thanks :D
Debbie: link me !

Okay !

Ning: cheer up girl :D
Ning: see you back in GH on monday:D (L)
Thanks.

Jiahui: From your most recent post, i feel like asking " What happned to them " :S
Call me.

Debbie: of course, they're really HANDSOME! ohmygod.
Hahaha, both of you are C R A Z Y !

Xiaoen: i hate you, i hate you, i hate you! why nas got smiley face, i dont have!!! i love you more eh! ):
Xiaoen: hateeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuu
Xiaoen: dont like u alrd
Xiaoen: dont friend u
Xiaoen: xiaoen bu xi huan angeline le.
Xiaoen: bu yao friend ni liao
Xiaoen: spam si ni
Xiaoen: T.T

You also never put on mine, still dare to spam me ! Tao yannnnnnnnn ! :(

Joann: APA?! PINK!!! HELLO KITTY!!!! EEERRRRYYEERRR!!
WHAT WHAT WHAT !

Junaide Terng: I give yoiu heartheart ler , love .
Junaide Terng: you also mei you gei junaide ):
Xiexie ni, Junaideeeeee. Heheheeeeee.

Bonnie: love de lights of ur camera! ;D make u look like super-model! LOL. tc !
The lights of my camera?! Hahaha. Happy discharge anw;)

Chocolate: hope you get to buy what you wanted at bugis.
Thanks, chocolate. I tried calling you, but couldn't call thru.

There're two sides to every story,


{ I know my eyelashes are falling off ! ;/ Tsk. }

Despite the rush, I had quite a good day today.
Came out of Gh only at two cos' I wasn't allowed to bring homework home. ( !! )

Over to Bugis to meet Jiemin for shopping,

You can always tell when two people are best friends
cause they're always having way more fun
than it makes sense for them to be having.






Got a few things off our shopping list, like finally.

Met up with Ser Li as well,


Went our separate ways;

Over to Orchard to meet up with Stephanie Seah,
then down to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with Shine & Xiaobai.


Shine was supposed to accompany the both of us to the Mrt, but she left halfway ! Tsk;/

Down to Bishan to meet up with Melvin, & over to my place.

He helped me to clean up my room & even help me to cook ! Hahaha, my part-time mel-li-ah.
Thanks la bestie, * blows kisses * & stop looking at me blog ! :@

He keeps irritating me when I'm using the commmmmm. Angry ! ;/;/
Hahaha, it's almost 3. We've been talking non-stop since 9 !
Lol. This shows how much we have to talk about.
Plus, I haven't seen this asshole for more than a yearrrrrrrr.
We've so much to catch up on ! :)

Alright, Angeline is sleeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. *Yawns*
Goodnight people.
Friday, April 24, 2009

Don't worry, I'll be praying for the both of you :(
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Moodless.

You never really stop loving someone,
you just learn to live without them.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do;
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you.

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around

- Any idea how much I miss you ?

You have me now.
My feelings are out in the open
and my makeup is ruined;
Is this how you wanted me ?

Monday, April 20, 2009

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

It's been
six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been
six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why,
tell me why
Sunday, April 19, 2009

When you're down,
I may not be able to pick you up,
but i promise i'll be laying down,
right beside you.

Heartfelt,

Lim Jie Min Gucci,
I know I promised to be a good girl. But being one, takes time.
It has only been a week. & to me, not using vulgarities is already the biggest achievement I've made so far.
It's not that easy, you know? I know you want me to change, but give me more time okie?
I still love you as much, though you always guailan with me & scold me ! Hehehe.
& I'm really really touched by what you tried to do for me just now.

Ser Li Lim Estacy,
Whatever your decision is, you know you'll always have us.
Just make the right choice and do what you think is best for you.

Isabel Lim Li Rong Highpill,
I read your post already. Thanks for the advice you're always giving me,
but shouldn't you apply it to yourself too? I want you to follow your heart too, babe.
Follow your heart, understand?

Fiona Lim Yun Ru Shang Xin,
It really hurts us to see you cry that way, yet, I didn't know what I could do to make you feel better.
You always tell me not to keep things to myself, but what are you doing ?
Whatever it is, whoever it was, you know we'll always be by your side.

Tabitha Wong Jie Jing Gou Gou,
I don't know why, but it seems like you've changed alot. And not only I've said that.
I really dislike this change in you. Can't you just go back to the 'gougou' you used to be ?
You're so different now, it somehow scares me.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Someday someone's going to come along and put the pieces of my heart back together.
I'm just worried about that one little piece that they're not going to find, that one piece that makes the puzzle complete,
the one you took the day you walked away...


Homeleave tmr?:)

Life's not a race, take it a little slower;
Stop and hear the music before the song is over.


Eric's treat ! Mango Snow Ice & I don't know the name of the rest ! ;/
Thursday, April 16, 2009
I was fourteen, you were just a dream
I was mesmerized, I felt scared inside
You broke my heart and I still can feel the pain.

I can't sleep through the pain,

Time says I should forget about us,
but my heart just can't let go.

Replies,

Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Ashley: aiyah your blog already say until like that liao.i think i apologise to him better lah.
Ashley: make you feel better.
Ashley: cb first time i say sry to stranger,cause of you.next time treat me sushi ar fake
Ashley: byebye

Sorry la, okay ? & Thanks. Really.:)

Lala: Contact Cement , Relink Me (:
darling: link me

Linked.

Xiaorisse: im aubrey's friend ((: thks & get back to me soon ?
I lost Shona's contact. But I'll try asking around yeah?:)

Junaide Terng: can lar , of course must gandong . lol ! see you later back there . love
Saw you !

Jodie: DON'T FALL DOWN AGN OR DO WHTEVER YOU DID TO GET THT BANDAGE STUCK ON YR FOOT HAHA :D :D
Hahaha, okayokayokay:D

Lei Ting: NAHHHHHHHH, here's your tag, laughing gasss:D
Laughing gas!:D

Kimkai: :D , first day tag. blog daily dont make your blog seh kor :D
I tag second day alrd, you still stuck at first day. Zzzz.

Mandy: why yopu haven't contact me! Tmd. LOL!
My handphone with my friendddddddddddd!:(

Kukujiao: si lao jiao:)
Angeline: i sucks from kukujiao #2 u force me to tag 1 .
Angelinee: i suck!!!!from kukujiao1
Wahlau, you all three think you all very cute eh? Use my name to tag somemore.
Don't let me see you in school. You are so dead !:)





Maybe one day I'll look back and smile,
but the problem is,
I'm afraid I can't make it that far down the road.

If only you knew ...

I'm doing this because of you.
I promised I'll be a good girl,
and this is my first step !

- No more drugs / inhalants.
- Don't use vulgarities !
- Don't play time.
- Don't be defiant.


I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale.

For nothing,

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Only when I'm on the verge on losing you,
I realised how much you mean to me.

How much you mean to me now,
is it how much I mean to you ?





"I TELL YOU I NUMB ALREADY LOR. I CANNOT FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE."

In your arms, I'd like to stay.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Will be heading back to gh later, awwwww.

"I'll be a good girl, I promise."


Replies,

Ben: link le:D
Huh, which Ben are you?

Isabel: Tell me what? You everytime wanna talk to me or what, also never come tell me. How's your Homeleave?
Today go back talk to you alright? My homeleave's alright, yours?

Moon: link me nah :)
Link?

Tzehui: Hows your leg now? Better?
I took out the bandage already !

Ning: i really have fun la!! i miss you ? LOL!
Ning: you never post those pictures? hmmm
With Angeline around got no fun, then I'm not called Angeline alrd :X

Junaide Terng: Yehwanyi . I so good hor , call you ! (:
Lol. Ya la, ya la. Gan dong dao, can ?:)

Xiaorisse: aubrey did send ue . & she says that she misses ue a lot . ermms .
Xiaorisse: wan help me check if shona is still waiting for her ?
Okay, thanks. You're? Erm, I'll try to check with Shona.

Ashley: angeline,be careful your blog maybe will kena sue
Ashley: cause yanyi pictue too rabuk alreasy
Ashley: me and denley see liao jitao laugh our ass off the sofa
Stop being mean, Ashley!

Chocolate: i not only post. i even printed it out. OMG!
HUH, WHY :(

Jiemin: gucci, i love you! finally we had updated our pcitures ! :D
I love you too ! Yupyupyup :D

Part one,

Sembawang & Train.




& to tell you the truth, I'd still do everything that I've done.
I'd do nothing different.You were worth every tear... You still are.