I'm not that little girl anymore.
I've grown up; I've become something
everyone thought I would never be.
But here I am, look at me. This is me.

Do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
& yet feel so alone?

Again & again,

School,

Ehehehehezzzz.

Mad scientist, hehehehehezzz. Big brainzzz.

Not this time,

As my legs start to shake, I feel nothing.
I wanted you, I needed you. But you weren't there.

Replies,

Shine: LOLOLOL! I did reply you whaaaat! we go swimming next week! Provided that it's not raining! (L)
Shine: (: Jiayou, okayyyy! shine lurbbexzs you, tons.
We didn't go swimming lorrrrr :( Taoyan. Angeline lurbsxzsxxz you too.

Jiemin: whoos ! my tag the most ! got any trophy for me ?! i going back already ! see ya later at mamadiam !
Jiemin: love love you! is there any left over cookies for your gucci ?! :X
Jiemin: ^^
Jiemin: Gucci ! i miss you alot toos ! that day when you cried, i felt so useless:( because i cant be there
Jiemin: if you were my room mate, 那该有多好 lohs!
Jiemin: gucci, remind me got something to tell you about someone! gossips! (laughs!)
Jiemin: anw, why are you moodless gucci !!!!
Jiemin: ops! teacher caught me doing something unrelated to F&n !
Jiemin: :X ! call ya later ! I love you ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jiemin: ya, my fault. sorrys. 开心就好.
♥JIEMIN: hello gucci ! had fun with you today ! ;D gotta go bed alr. love you!
Gucci, I know that if you had the chance you'would try your best to be there for me. So, don't feel useless alright? I'd rather you not come over, rather then you get into trouble. Silly girl, I love you too ♥ --- 开心就好 ! & I had alot of fun with you ystd too.:)

Kimkai: 6 & 7th day , cook some cookies for me :D
Kimkai: 8th day ,im not ok? (:
Kimkai: 10th and 11th day, (: this few days really a lot of things happen
Kimkai: 12th :( , do you have homeleave?
You cook for me laaaaa !! Hahaha. Yes, I've homeleaveeeeeee !!

Mandy: Hope you ok, dear. I wonder when are we gonna meet. Hah.
I'm alright! Lol, yeah. We keep saying soon, but our soon is ... so ... Lol.

Sherman: hey cheer up la. dont so emo =)
Thanks, I never emooooo !

Mervyn: hey how u doing? hope ur doing fine with ur studies yeah. =)
Hey, I'm fine. You?:)

Camilla: u went kfc? really? didnt saw u eh. i with francita. hahas/
Yeah luh. Next time come bishan call me !

Yuki: pentium ~ why you sounded more n more E-M-O alr sia ?? what happened ? is everything ok ???
Where got emo ! Everything is alright:D

Pei Ru: Maybe it's just my com ba. :( Aiyah now already april lehs.
Pei Ru: by the time you know it you'll be discharged :)
Your com lousy, :( But the time still seems so long. Tsk.

Isabel: My dear, so what's your desicion? No matter what's your desicion, I'll support you. So, go for it (:
Isabel: Lim, ♥ Finally, next week we're going out together. Can't wait eh.
I don't know, highpill.;/ We didn't get to meet ystd, but rmb you promised next week okay !

Adeline: Hey! It's been a really long time since we've met! Hope you're doing fine;) Missed you too!
Adeline: Take great care!!
Yeah, take care too !

Passer: can see a pik of your back tattoo .? i heard its nice.
Lol?

Ohshimin: I found you! Lol. Link me up too.
Esther: bebebe (:: link me uhhs (L)
Your link?

Melvin: hahaha ok i wont ! , lol ring me up on say uh ! , imiss your monkey face , lol stop irritating my
Melvin: life uh ;D , you know i know can alr hahahhh!\
Yes, so please don't irritate my life! Tsk;/ And, faster wake up laaa !

Crystal: darling yous sound so sad . meeting me on sat? i'll be waiting for ur call. loves yous.
You also busy.

Cecilia: lol , i thought you say me KNS :( nevermind la , so long never talk to you le .
Ha, it's not me. You can check I.P.

YannTing: Angeline :) Relink thanks :D
Debbie: link me !
Okay !

Ning: cheer up girl :D
Ning: see you back in GH on monday:D (L)
Thanks.

Jiahui: From your most recent post, i feel like asking " What happned to them " :S
Call me.

Debbie: of course, they're really HANDSOME! ohmygod.
Hahaha, both of you are C R A Z Y !

Xiaoen: i hate you, i hate you, i hate you! why nas got smiley face, i dont have!!! i love you more eh! ):
Xiaoen: hateeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuu
Xiaoen: dont like u alrd
Xiaoen: dont friend u
Xiaoen: xiaoen bu xi huan angeline le.
Xiaoen: bu yao friend ni liao
Xiaoen: spam si ni
Xiaoen: T.T
You also never put on mine, still dare to spam me ! Tao yannnnnnnnn ! :(

Joann: APA?! PINK!!! HELLO KITTY!!!! EEERRRRYYEERRR!!
WHAT WHAT WHAT !

Junaide Terng: I give yoiu heartheart ler , love .
Junaide Terng: you also mei you gei junaide ):
Xiexie ni, Junaideeeeee. Heheheeeeee.

Bonnie: love de lights of ur camera! ;D make u look like super-model! LOL. tc !
The lights of my camera?! Hahaha. Happy discharge anw;)

Chocolate: hope you get to buy what you wanted at bugis.
Thanks, chocolate. I tried calling you, but couldn't call thru.

There're two sides to every story,

{ I know my eyelashes are falling off ! ;/ Tsk. }

Despite the rush, I had quite a good day today.
Came out of Gh only at two cos' I wasn't allowed to bring homework home. ( !! )

Over to Bugis to meet Jiemin for shopping,

You can always tell when two people are best friends
cause they're always having way more fun
than it makes sense for them to be having.

Got a few things off our shopping list, like finally.

Met up with Ser Li as well,

Went our separate ways;

Over to Orchard to meet up with Stephanie Seah,

then down to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with Shine & Xiaobai.

Shine was supposed to accompany the both of us to the Mrt, but she left halfway ! Tsk;/

Down to Bishan to meet up with Melvin, & over to my place.

He helped me to clean up my room & even help me to cook ! Hahaha, my part-time mel-li-ah.
Thanks la bestie, * blows kisses * & stop looking at me blog ! :@

He keeps irritating me when I'm using the commmmmm. Angry ! ;/;/

Hahaha, it's almost 3. We've been talking non-stop since 9 !

Lol. This shows how much we have to talk about.

Plus, I haven't seen this asshole for more than a yearrrrrrrr.

We've so much to catch up on ! :)

Alright, Angeline is sleeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. *Yawns*

Goodnight people.

Don't worry, I'll be praying for the both of you :(

Moodless.

You never really stop loving someone,you just learn to live without them.

I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do;
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you.

Feeling like a fool cause I let you downNow it's, too late, to turn it around

- Any idea how much I miss you ?

You have me now.My feelings are out in the open and my makeup is ruined; Is this how you wanted me ?

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why

When you're down,
I may not be able to pick you up,
but i promise i'll be laying down,

right beside you. ♥

Someday someone's going to come along and put the pieces of my heart back together.
I'm just worried about that one little piece that they're not going to find, that one piece that makes the puzzle complete,
the one you took the day you walked away...


Homeleave tmr?:)

Life's not a race, take it a little slower; Stop and hear the music before the song is over.

Eric's treat ! Mango Snow Ice & I don't know the name of the rest ! ;/

I can't sleep through the pain,

Time says I should forget about us,
but my heart just can't let go.

For nothing,

Only when I'm on the verge on losing you,
I realised how much you mean to me.

How much you mean to me now,
is it how much I mean to you ?





"I TELL YOU I NUMB ALREADY LOR. I CANNOT FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE."

Why is it that I can't fall for anyone else?

I'm dead beat now. Spent a solid 6 hours editing & uploading all the pictures.

This is the most tiring day I've had this homeleave.
I need to get some rest now, my eyes are closinggggg.
Promise Part one will be up tomorrow !

Oh, in case you're wondering what part one is, I've divided today's post into three parts.

Part two & three are up already, enjoy !

Toodles.

Part two,

Velocity.

You guys never fail to put a smile on my face :D