Thursday, April 30, 2009
I'm not that little girl anymore.
I've grown up; I've become something
everyone thought I would never be.
But here I am, look at me. This is me.

It's written all over your face,

A heart is the strongest thing about you.
When it's broken, it heals and becomes stronger than you think.

All you need is time and the right person to help you put it back together.


Baby left this note @ the guardhouse this morning ;p

I need to meet the girls this week,
I miss you guys so muchhhiieesxzxs.
Denise, Kendre, Joyce, Crystal.

Got so much stuff to get done this week.

Till then.
I lost my specs ! :'(


Do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
& yet feel so alone?

Again & again,

Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Every night, I see you there.
I
wont forget everything that you put us through.

But, I've learnt that crying can't carry you back to me.


Happy birthday Ms Jasssss ! :)


School,

Ehehehehezzzz.

Mad scientist, hehehehehezzz. Big brainzzz.

Lost,

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Remember those walls I built

Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

Keeping myself occupied with books & schoolwork.

Not this time,

Monday, April 27, 2009
As my legs start to shake, I feel nothing.
I wanted you, I needed you. But you weren't there.

Stupid cupid stop pickin on me,

Don't tell me you miss me,
if you're not going to do anything about it.

Rearranged the pictures on my wall with a little help from Melvin,
but still not very contented with the outcome though. Tsk.
I need to print more pictures !

Was supposed to wake up early in the morning for a jog,
but that asshole couldn't wake up. Oh wells.

Luckily he woke up in time for lunch, and we headed down to Bishan.

Filled our tummy's & brought my G700 for repair cause it's giving me problems again ! :(
Home, aftermath.

Mug,
mug, mug. Gotta complete my math homework & 500 word essay by today !

Replies,

Sunday, April 26, 2009
Shine: LOLOLOL! I did reply you whaaaat! we go swimming next week! Provided that it's not raining! (L)
Shine: (: Jiayou, okayyyy! shine lurbbexzs you, tons.
We didn't go swimming lorrrrr :( Taoyan. Angeline lurbsxzsxxz you too.

Jiemin: whoos ! my tag the most ! got any trophy for me ?! i going back already ! see ya later at mamadiam !
Jiemin: love love you! is there any left over cookies for your gucci ?! :X
Jiemin: ^^
Jiemin: Gucci ! i miss you alot toos ! that day when you cried, i felt so useless:( because i cant be there
Jiemin: if you were my room mate, 那该有多好 lohs!

Jiemin: gucci, remind me got something to tell you about someone! gossips! (laughs!)
Jiemin: anw, why are you moodless gucci !!!!
Jiemin: ops! teacher caught me doing something unrelated to F&n !
Jiemin: :X ! call ya later ! I love you ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jiemin: ya, my fault. sorrys. 开心就好.
♥JIEMIN: hello gucci ! had fun with you today ! ;D gotta go bed alr. love you!
Gucci, I know that if you had the chance you'would try your best to be there for me. So, don't feel useless alright? I'd rather you not come over, rather then you get into trouble. Silly girl, I love you too ♥ --- 开心就好 ! & I had alot of fun with you ystd too.:)

Kimkai: 6 & 7th day , cook some cookies for me :D
Kimkai: 8th day ,im not ok? (:
Kimkai: 10th and 11th day, (: this few days really a lot of things happen
Kimkai: 12th :( , do you have homeleave?

You cook for me laaaaa !! Hahaha. Yes, I've homeleaveeeeeee !!

Mandy: Hope you ok, dear. I wonder when are we gonna meet. Hah.
I'm alright! Lol, yeah. We keep saying soon, but our soon is ... so ... Lol.

Sherman: hey cheer up la. dont so emo =)
Thanks, I never emooooo !

Mervyn: hey how u doing? hope ur doing fine with ur studies yeah. =)
Hey, I'm fine. You?:)

Camilla: u went kfc? really? didnt saw u eh. i with francita. hahas/
Yeah luh. Next time come bishan call me !

Yuki: pentium ~ why you sounded more n more E-M-O alr sia ?? what happened ? is everything ok ???
Where got emo ! Everything is alright:D

Pei Ru: Maybe it's just my com ba. :( Aiyah now already april lehs.
Pei Ru: by the time you know it you'll be discharged :)

Your com lousy, :( But the time still seems so long. Tsk.

Isabel: My dear, so what's your desicion? No matter what's your desicion, I'll support you. So, go for it (:
Isabel: Lim, ♥ Finally, next week we're going out together. Can't wait eh.

I don't know, highpill.;/ We didn't get to meet ystd, but rmb you promised next week okay !

Adeline: Hey! It's been a really long time since we've met! Hope you're doing fine;) Missed you too!
Adeline: Take great care!!

Yeah, take care too !

Passer: can see a pik of your back tattoo .? i heard its nice.
Lol?

Ohshimin: I found you! Lol. Link me up too.
Esther: bebebe (:: link me uhhs (L)

Your link?

Melvin: hahaha ok i wont ! , lol ring me up on say uh ! , imiss your monkey face , lol stop irritating my
Melvin: life uh ;D , you know i know can alr hahahhh!\

Yes, so please don't irritate my life! Tsk;/ And, faster wake up laaa !

Crystal: darling yous sound so sad . meeting me on sat? i'll be waiting for ur call. loves yous.
You also busy.

Cecilia: lol , i thought you say me KNS :( nevermind la , so long never talk to you le .
Ha, it's not me. You can check I.P.

YannTing: Angeline :) Relink thanks :D
Debbie: link me !

Okay !

Ning: cheer up girl :D
Ning: see you back in GH on monday:D (L)
Thanks.

Jiahui: From your most recent post, i feel like asking " What happned to them " :S
Call me.

Debbie: of course, they're really HANDSOME! ohmygod.
Hahaha, both of you are C R A Z Y !

Xiaoen: i hate you, i hate you, i hate you! why nas got smiley face, i dont have!!! i love you more eh! ):
Xiaoen: hateeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuu
Xiaoen: dont like u alrd
Xiaoen: dont friend u
Xiaoen: xiaoen bu xi huan angeline le.
Xiaoen: bu yao friend ni liao
Xiaoen: spam si ni
Xiaoen: T.T

You also never put on mine, still dare to spam me ! Tao yannnnnnnnn ! :(

Joann: APA?! PINK!!! HELLO KITTY!!!! EEERRRRYYEERRR!!
WHAT WHAT WHAT !

Junaide Terng: I give yoiu heartheart ler , love .
Junaide Terng: you also mei you gei junaide ):
Xiexie ni, Junaideeeeee. Heheheeeeee.

Bonnie: love de lights of ur camera! ;D make u look like super-model! LOL. tc !
The lights of my camera?! Hahaha. Happy discharge anw;)

Chocolate: hope you get to buy what you wanted at bugis.
Thanks, chocolate. I tried calling you, but couldn't call thru.

There're two sides to every story,


{ I know my eyelashes are falling off ! ;/ Tsk. }

Despite the rush, I had quite a good day today.
Came out of Gh only at two cos' I wasn't allowed to bring homework home. ( !! )

Over to Bugis to meet Jiemin for shopping,

You can always tell when two people are best friends
cause they're always having way more fun
than it makes sense for them to be having.






Got a few things off our shopping list, like finally.

Met up with Ser Li as well,


Went our separate ways;

Over to Orchard to meet up with Stephanie Seah,
then down to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with Shine & Xiaobai.


Shine was supposed to accompany the both of us to the Mrt, but she left halfway ! Tsk;/

Down to Bishan to meet up with Melvin, & over to my place.

He helped me to clean up my room & even help me to cook ! Hahaha, my part-time mel-li-ah.
Thanks la bestie, * blows kisses * & stop looking at me blog ! :@

He keeps irritating me when I'm using the commmmmm. Angry ! ;/;/
Hahaha, it's almost 3. We've been talking non-stop since 9 !
Lol. This shows how much we have to talk about.
Plus, I haven't seen this asshole for more than a yearrrrrrrr.
We've so much to catch up on ! :)

Alright, Angeline is sleeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. *Yawns*
Goodnight people.
Friday, April 24, 2009

Don't worry, I'll be praying for the both of you :(
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Moodless.

Move along, move along, just to make it through.

Die. I scolded the Eff word two times yesterday :(
Broke my one week record of not using vulgarities. Tsk.

2nd Step,

-Concentrate in class !
- Do homework & hand in on time.
- Stop screaming and shouting like a small girl.

Big hugs & kisses to,
Lim Jie Min Gucci, Ser Li Lim Estacy, Isabel Lim Li Rong Highpill, Fiona Lim Yun Ru Shang Xin,
Jaqueline Pek Jia Bi Chaotah, Ng Lei Ting Laughing Gas, Sangeetha Roomate & Stephanie Seah Pei Ning.
For comforting me last night & giving me those heartwarming hugs & kisses (L)

Everyone has a moment where they know
when they wake up tomorrow
nothing will be the same.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

730,
It's too late, there's no escape.


Looking back, time really passes so fast.
Reading my diary over & over again, the memories all seem so fresh.
It feels like it was just yesterday when I was in your arms.

Right from the very beginning, I thought you would be just-another-guy in my life.
We were just kids back then, we didn't even know if what we were feeling was true.
You & I, we've both changed. Yet, why can't I get you out of this little pathetic mind?
Running through my head, over & over again. Don't you feel tired?
Sometimes it really irritates me, yet sometimes it puts a smile on my face just to think about you.
I'm so tired thinking about you, but this image of you, from years back, just refuses to fade away.
I'm not even tired anymore. In fact, I'm exhausted. Really exhausted.


It's been too long, it's been too strong.

"It's been three years. It's already like a habit that you're waiting for him. I don't think you'll be able to stop." Serli.

You never really stop loving someone,
you just learn to live without them.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do;
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you.

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around

- Any idea how much I miss you ?

You have me now.
My feelings are out in the open
and my makeup is ruined;
Is this how you wanted me ?

Monday, April 20, 2009

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

It's been
six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been
six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why,
tell me why

So slice open my veins &let the romance bleed away,


Replies,


Leo: hah! heng i nv go sch today:)
Leonardd: OI WHY ERIC NV TREAT ME
Lol ! You lucky. Cos' you didn't go to school !

Jiemin: Gucci! I'm so shocked & touched leys!! It's ok for not tagging me, but i'll still tag you :D
Jiemin: i can see that you are transforming to a good girl gucci ! :D Finally ?!
Jiemin: I dint see you yesterday :'( hope to see you today ! call ya later !
Jiemin: I LOVE YOU!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jiemin: Morning gucci :D thanks for the decoloured picture :X hope to see you more often during playtime :D

Jiemin: i miss you! &love you :D
Jiemin: hey tabitha! you better not snatch angeline from me ! SHE'S MINE! :X (laughs)
Jiemin: Gucci ! you miss me right ! i am here to tag you !
Jiemin: I miss you and love you ! although you made me cry because of a non-living thing; MOP.
Jiemin: wagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagaa, MUACKS ^^
Gucci, of course I miss you. I miss you everytime you're out of my sight, everytime I'm not able to talk to you:) Luv you too ! ♥

Kimkai: second day, BLOG SO LIL :S
Kimkai: 3rd day , I BLOG ALR :d
Kimkai: 4th day, PIGLET , I SPELL WRONG. WTH! HAHAHA. gonna fail my english alr :(
Kimkai: 5th day, not flooding la :D , so early go tag my blog, 7++am.

You still owe me 6 & 7th ! Hahaha.

MRRUILONG: imy alot too , when are you going to meet me up?! as you've always said huh?!!!
When you're willing to come down to bishan instead of staying at yishun!

Shine: we really need to meet before 27th.
We met ystd !

Pei Ru: 8 months not much kay. Ya "priviledge". Mine is to stay at gh all the way and rot there.
Pei Ru: Btw, your tagboard a lil' weird. :) (the "go" button is missing) -.-
It's alot. Time passes so slowly inside :( Tsk.
Where got missing ! It's there whattttt. I think your comp spoil ;/


Jiahui: Babe, ♥ :D
Bimbs (L)

Junaide Terng: Yehwanyi , link me . i link you ler .
Junaide Terng: www.reason-likethis.blogspot.com
Beibei: link me! http://lockdownlove.blogspot.com/
Linked.

Ashley: a block internet spoil thats why so long never online
Ashley: hi btw
Lol, okay. Hi.

Isabel: Talk to you later at night (: Haha
Adore our daily night talks !

Joshua: yo. miss u le so long nvr see u kpkb liao.
Which Joshua are you? Botak? Anw, miss you too manz!

S: d
?

Tabitha: Hey, i'm sorry for the changes in me. Just that you truly have to tell me whats my problem.
Tabitha: We aren't talking as much as last time and i miss you. i'm sorry. msg you no reply.
I kinda miss you too. I'll write to you.

Leeching: tag tag ...:)
:)

Would you believe me if i said i'm tired of this,

Ashley asked me this ques,
" Is he worth it ? "


Baked cookiezz after Shine & Jiahui left last night.

Dough,

Baking,

First batch ; All stick together, but still edible.

2nd batch; All chaotah ! Tsk ;/

3rd batch ; Not so nice, but edible.

4th batch ; Finally ! :D

In total, I made 67 cookiezzzz. :D
Not very nice though, I guess I was a little absent minded?
And, I added too much butter. So they're kinda soft. Tsk ;/

Slept at 5:35am, and Shine rang me up at 6:01am.
Power to the max. Couldn't sleep after that.
Was supposed to meet Shine & Jiahui for swimming, but it was raining.

Going back to gh in another 3-4 hours,
I'm running out of time.

I've a feeling I'm going to fall sick soon again.
Been having dizzy spells for the past few days, flu, and a slight fever.
My leg aches when I stand/walk for too long.
Whole body also got problem, sibei jialat.




I don't want to see you anymore, I'm just not that strong.
I love it when you're here, but I'm better when you're gone.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
A part of me wants to erase you from my past
but another part of me still wants you in my future.


Isabel asked me why I always blog only phrases and nothing about my daily life.
Nah, since you want to know what I do so much, here it is!

Jiahui came over to my place & waited for me to prepare.
Over to Bishan to meet Shine as she wanted to job hunt.
Went to a few shops & left her number, then to KFC for their lunch.
Back to my place again, becoz my camera died on me !
& No camera = grumpy Angeline :( Tsk.

Webcamed.
Webcammed with Xin Yu as well,
Finally my camera is fully charged & Shine wants to take pictures with the cookie I made for her :)

Deciding whether to eat the cookie or not,






Jiahui wants a bit of it too,


They dropped it on the floor, but still managed to finish it :)

& They said my cookie is nice !

After finishing the cookie, we headed down to Toa Payoh.

Went to look for Lee Ching & Yan Yi for awhile,





Over to Fairprice to look for ingredients becoz Angeline wants to bake,

Looking for ingredients,

Bought sushi as well as we hadn't eaten our dinner,

Our loots of the day,

The girls came over to my place to chill for awhile.

& You see my nick, like cool only !


Gonna tuck in soon, I'm dead beat.