Sometimes I wonder, why words can mean nothing , & silence can mean everything.

I sit by the phone, always wondering, why you never really wanted to call.

I had to faint smack right in the middle of town,
and scared the daylights out of all my friends.
GG.

"Don't fall for the one who kisses your ass,
fall for the one who pushes your buttons
& pisses you off, because
love isn't supposed to be easy."

I don’t want you to tell me I’m beautiful
I want to see it in your eyes
I don’t want you to hug me
I want you to hold me
I don’t want you to say you love me
I want you to prove it to me
And I don’t want you to break my heart
I want this to last

I mess up a lot, & it frustrates me to disappoint people.
I wish I could say to them,
"Don't put your trust in me!"

If only...

Heartwrenching.

I surrender,
Please. Stop. Doing. This. To. Me.

Feeling like a fool,

I shouldn't be like this.
I'm not like this.

So why am I trying to act like I am ?
Just to fit in with you ?