Sometimes I wonder,
why words can mean nothing ,
& silence can mean everything.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

I sit by the phone, always wondering,
why you never really wanted to call.

I had to faint smack right in the middle of town,
and scared the daylights out of all my friends.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
"Don't fall for the one who kisses your ass,
fall for the one who pushes your buttons
& pisses you off, because
love isn't supposed to be easy."
Friday, May 29, 2009
I don’t want you to tell me I’m beautiful
I want to see it in your eyes
I don’t want you to hug me
I want you to hold me
I don’t want you to say you love me
I want you to prove it to me
And I don’t want you to break my heart
I want this to last
Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I mess up a lot, & it frustrates me to disappoint people.
I wish I could say to them,
"Don't put your trust in me!"

If only...

Monday, May 25, 2009


I surrender,
Please. Stop. Doing. This. To. Me.

Feeling like a fool,

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I shouldn't be like this.
I'm not like this.
So why am I trying to act like I am ?
Just to fit in with you ?