I can't stop thinking about him, and the truth is, I don't want to stop thinking about himbecause when I think about him, I'm happy.

I felt so much like a babysitter at the chalet, cos' I don't smoke and I wasn't allowed to drink.
Although I got rather pissed when you guys were drunk, but I've to admit I did enjoy myself.
At least I know if I was the one getting drunk and doing all those crap you guys would've done the same and taken care of me.
& I guess now, I understand all of you a tad better;)

Ashley Ee Hao Quan, I wish you were here. Right. Now. :'(
Fucking miserable. Fucking. Miserable.

Webcam.

You see that door?
I'm letting you walk out of it,
out of my life forever.
I'm letting you go because I trust you.
Come back if you love me.

I love it when you ask me if I'm okay,
because we both know that I'm not.
But I think it's really nice that you're still
wasting your breathe for me.

you talk to me, and i remember
how every word lingered on your lips for hours.
I close my eyes, and try to remember
the way you felt next to me days after you've gone.
and somehow, i know that years from now
thoughts of you; will still keep me awake.

So much to say, so little time.

And it’s been two weeks without you,
and the only time I’ve talked to you is in my sleep.
But time has changed nothing at all.
You’re still the only one that feels like home.
I’ve tried cutting the ropes.
Tried letting go, tried to stop thinking about you.
But you're still the only one that feels like home.

Ee Hao Quan, I miss you so much ;(

Charcoal art.

Every night I lay in bed,&think about the things you said

Reality.

Out with the family & caught the movie The Taking Of Pelham 123.
I rate it 3.5/5 stars. Not my kind of show, I guess.
Then went over to Serangoon as bro wanted to buy pet food & hamsters.
Okay, My house is officially a zoo.
8 mouse, 4 chincillas, 2 snakes, 2 hamsters, 2 gliders, and 1 dog.
& I have this damn urge to get a kitten.
Don't you think kittens are so damn CUTE!?!;P

Over to this thai restaurant at pemimpin,

& headed over to Junction8ight.

Met up with Leonard, Xavier, and Broudon.
Walked around, back to my crib and over to Bradell to swim.

& It's times like this when sorry seems to be the hardest word to say.

I'm so sick & tired of all this repeating over and over again.

And there's nothing like the end to make you appreciate the beginning.

The lyrics have nth to do with the pictures.;)

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like!