I can't stop thinking about him, and the truth is,
I don't want to stop thinking about him
because when I think about him, I'm happy.

Sunday, June 28, 2009
I felt so much like a babysitter at the chalet, cos' I don't smoke and I wasn't allowed to drink.
Although I got rather pissed when you guys were drunk, but I've to admit I did enjoy myself.
At least I know if I was the one getting drunk and doing all those crap you guys would've done the same and taken care of me.
& I guess now, I understand all of you a tad better;)

Ashley Ee Hao Quan, I wish you were here. Right. Now. :'(
Fucking miserable. Fucking. Miserable.


Holding the truth in,
is almost as hard as speaking it.

Thursday, June 25, 2009
You see that door?
I'm letting you walk out of it,
out of my life forever.
I'm letting you go because I trust you.
Come back if you love me.
I love it when you ask me if I'm okay,
because we both know that I'm not.
But I think it's really nice that you're still
wasting your breathe for me.
you talk to me, and i remember
how every word lingered on your lips for hours.
I close my eyes, and try to remember
the way you felt next to me days after you've gone.
and somehow, i know that years from now
thoughts of you; will still keep me awake.

So much to say, so little time.

And it’s been two weeks without you,
and the only time I’ve talked to you is in my sleep.
But time has changed nothing at all.
You’re still the only one that feels like home.
I’ve tried cutting the ropes.
Tried letting go, tried to stop thinking about you.
But you're still the only one that feels like home.

Ee Hao Quan, I miss you so much ;(

Charcoal art.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Every night I lay in bed,
&think about the things you said

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


Monday, June 22, 2009

Out with the family & caught the movie The Taking Of Pelham 123.
I rate it 3.5/5 stars. Not my kind of show, I guess.

Then went over to Serangoon as bro wanted to buy pet food & hamsters.
Okay, My house is officially a zoo.
8 mouse, 4 chincillas, 2 snakes, 2 hamsters, 2 gliders, and 1 dog.
& I have this damn urge to get a kitten.
Don't you think kittens are so damn CUTE!?!;P

Over to this thai restaurant at pemimpin,

& headed over to Junction8ight.

Met up with Leonard, Xavier, and Broudon.
Walked around, back to my crib and over to Bradell to swim.

& It's times like this when sorry
seems to be the hardest word to say.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I'm so sick & tired of all this repeating over and over again.

And there's nothing like the end
to make you appreciate the beginning.

Saturday, June 20, 2009