But you’re so afraid to lose, and baby I can’t reach your heart. I can’t face this world that’s keeping us apart.

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody?
You don't want to smile & you don't want to fake being happy,
but at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either,
there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.
If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone,
people have stopped being comforting, & being alone never was.
At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what's wrong,
& there isn't anyone who won't take "I don't know" for an answer.
You feel the way you do just because.
You hope the feeling will pass soon & that you will be able to be yourself again,
but until then all you can do is wait.