Hush hush

Everytime I come online, the first thing I do is to sign into msn, facebook, twitter & then, blogger. So many thoughts in mind, I've no idea which I should update or whether I should chat with my friends first. Sometimes, I find myself opening chat logs of people I really want to talk to. I type something really long but after some consideration, I decide not to. Have any of you ever experienced this before? Or signing into your blogger and typing out a really long post and end up deleting it anyway becos' you're afraid people might judge you for what you say or you're just afraid a certain someone will see it? Well, recently I've been pondering over this for quite awhile. It's my blog, my say. As cliche as it sounds, this is my online diary. This are the thoughts that my lips were never able to speak, and this is the only space I can confide in. Of course, for more personal things they'll be written in my diary or saved as drafts. But for now, I'm not gonna be afraid to be judged by anyone. These are how I feel in my everyday life, accept it or not.


As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend and you might even fall in love with them.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing so fast,& you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you've never been hurt,
because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back.