I'm on the edge of this cliff, forcing myself to believe that what I saw wasn't true, that I can still believe in you.
Please don't make me lose faith in you.

It's not your fault, & you've been good to me. Just that lately I've been feeling like I don't belong, like the ground is not mine to walk upon. -Bright eyes.

Just know that it gets hard sometimes. The nights when you just don't want to try anymore. The lonely days you spend looking out of your window. Those moments you have where everything seems to be falling down. But remember, every minute that passes by, you have a chance to make it better.

Give me a reason to believe, a reason to trust in you. Please.

Giving school a miss today cos' I'm down with a fever. Have been tossing and turning the whole night. Now I know how Bb feels when he was sick and still had to tolerate my tantrums :(

Have been really lazy to update recently, but I promise I'll do a proper post soon. Here's a few overdue pictures from the past whole month to keep you guys entertained for now. Till then, please continue visiting and clicking on my ads, 've been pretty much broke lately :( Thank you y'all! :>














Poor little boy is down with fever & flu, get well soon smelly ! ♥

You know life is worth the struggle.
When you look back on what you lost,
& realize what you have now is way better.

It's been awhile since I had a reason left to smile.

Hello sunshine, welcome back.

"Once you get everything straightened out & you begin to enjoy life, something happens. It happens because there has to be some kind of event that hits you in the face & makes you realize it's not all gonna come easy. You have to work at love & dry your tears. Friends will come & go, and guess what? There will be others. Not every relationship will be enchanting & perfect, & if it's meant to be it will always find its way."

One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder.

First day of school wasn't at all what I'd expected to be. There wasn't any lessons, just a breifing. Most of us have been separated into different classes, but I hope that won't change anything.

Over to town with Allan, Kenta, Cai Bao, Tracey, Chappy & Bryan to have our lunch. Kenta & Cai Bao accompanied me to get something done after that, not quite happy with the outcome though (but I still hope you'll like it :P). Pastamania as the guys were hungry & heart-to-heart talk with them as usual, me like!




It's coming back to haunt me. Again :'(

"So maybe we're not soul mates,
maybe we're not meant to be,
maybe we're not like two peas in a pod,
& maybe we aren't the perfect couple,
but I'm still not giving up."

Hit phuture ystd with Ivan, Deborah, Tracey, Allan, Chee Chong, Jeffrey & Nicholas.


School is starting in 4 days ! ^^

To my dearest gf & piggy,

Y'knw, looking back, it's amazing how we came this far. From how we became strangers to friends. It's so funny that we started hating each other and the next moment you were my close friends. Even though we're not as close as how we once were, I promise you girls that I'll always still be here. I miss our random rounding fridays, bq nights, left-right sessions, gathering @ K's, how we'd meet up just to gossip, how we can talk about anything & everything. It's so funny how we're all caught up in our own lives now, but y'knw I luv you girls all the same.

Lastly, I want to wish the both of you a very very belated birthday again becos' I haven't had the time to do a proper post. Next year we're all gonna be even busier but I hope we'll still make up time to spend with each other.

And I really wanna sentence you both to serve your sentence at my place before school term starts.

Hehe, xoxo !!

Right now, I still wonder how,
I keep asking myself, "Am I dreaming?"
We two, it's just me & you,
you have given this song a new meaning.

Time check : 7:34 AM

Currently waiting for Bb to get home before I turn in. Ugh, it's such a bummer having no one to tuck you into bed at night. But, oh well.

've been so lazy to update recently. I cannot stop thinking that school is starting in exactly a week ! Whoa whoa, don't misunderstand me. I'm not the least dreading it, in fact, I'm really excited & hyped up about it. This year I'm gonna have to work super duper extra hard though.

Anyway, how did you guys spend your new year? Well, I spent my new year having steamboat @ Allan's.

After that, we went to East coast to have Carls jr. Omg, I'm such a glutton! Tsktsk :@




Oh, I almost forgot about this ! New year resolutions !

Though it always doesn't work out but I'm still gonna write it down here, so at least I'll have an aim & try to stick to it.
Don't be late for school, get homework done on time, no more vulgar language, spend more time studying,

stop taking cab everywhere, stop buying random stuff, save money.
Okay, I guess that's about all?

Omg, it's 8:30AM alr !!! Gonna turn in after I hang the phone with Bb.
Goodnight earthlings ♥

2009

It's the last day of 2009. Time seems to've passed so fast. Even though I may have lost many things this year, I must say that this year has been so far the best year of my entire life.

This year, I got to know a whole bunch of awesome classmates & friends. Leonard, Braudon, Kenta, Wei Xiang, Caibao, Zanthel, Allan, Chappy & Eric. Without them I don't think I would ever be where I am today. Their care & concern, their encouragement, their support. You guys never fail to cheer me up no matter what mood I may be in, with your most stupid jokes or just seeing you guys laugh. I'd never ever thought I would make such good friends in years to come, but I'm glad I did. Also, I'd like to thank you guys for not giving up on me no matter how many times I pissed you off, or how fucked up I can be sometimes.

And my girlies, for never ever failing to be thr for me. Kendre, Annabelle, Jiahui, Shine, Lee Ching, Junaide, Lei Ting, Ser Li & Tracey. Though I may be super annonying, forever whining & complaining at the littlest things, thank you for listening to me throughout.

Lastly, to my bestest friend, Jie min ! This year, was the first time we ever quarelled over such a trivia thing. And even though I refused to reply your textes and talk to you nicely, I want you to know that you still hold the most impt position in my heart. I'm sorry for always screaming my head off and getting pissed off at the smallest things, sorry for always making you worry, sorry for always making you so crazy until you have to cry together with me. Thank you for always being there for me, for crying and hugging me when you're afraid I'd get into trouble, for always rmbing the random things I said, for always sending me good morning & goodnight with a smiley face just because I like it, for trying to always do everything and anything just because it makes me happy. I don't think I can list out all the things you'd ever done for me, because if I did, I don't think I'll ever be able to finish it. You know, I doubt I'd ever find another friend just like you.

Oh ! And one more thing, this year I got to meet a guy, who's always trying to be thr for me, who always tries his best to put that smile on my face, who's always thr for me to rant away, who always listens to what I have to say. It may be too early to say anything, but I hope you'll always be here even when years pass us by.




Omg, school is starting in approx 2 weeks. Excited !! ^^