Shattered.

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief & desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

Btw, it's my little bro's birthday. So, if you ever get to read this, Alex, Happy birthday! ♥

Speechless

I can honestly say that this has been the best birthday, ever. Thank you Allan, Braudon, Cai Bao, Darren, Jeremy, Kenta, Leonard, Marrcus, Shaun, Sasi, Timothy, Wai Chong, Wei Xiang & Zanthel. Thank you to those who made the effort to come down to surprise me despite having work & school the next day. Thank you to all who ran in the rain to buy things for me. Thank you for the drinks, presents, chocolates, balloons, cake & the card. I'd especially like to thank Marrcus & Shaun for planning everything, and making it all possible. I'd also like to thank Allan for surprising me at my doorstep, and Wai Chong for running all the way down to Mustafa just to get bunny balloons. Thank you all so so so much!

Also, thank you to all who wished me through texts, calls, facebook and even twitter!

Happy birthday to Cecilia, Ice, Joel & Li Guang as well!

In & out of love

I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the "remember whens" I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

Fireworks.

Lost.

Have you ever wondered what goes on in the other planets, the galaxy?

" We can keep blaming each other for what happened. Or we can admit the harder truth -- It was no one's fault. It was fate, tradegy. "

Adore days like this, where all we do is sit down and talk for hours about everything ♥