2011

Yesterday will never be what today is and what tomorrow will be.

2011 is finally coming to an end & alot of people (on my twitter timeline + fb news feed) have been saying that hopefully, next year will be a better year. I really hope so too. But don't we all say that every year?

This year, I came to realise that in order to make things work we can not just hope. We can't just sit and wait hoping that things will magically be the way we want it to be. We need to work hard to achieve what we want. At least, for me.

It has been such a tough yet wonderful year for me. Contradicting as it may sound, there are always good and bad times, no? For all those who've been saying you've had a really bad year, Y U NO THINK POSITIVELY? I'm pretty certain there were good days too!

My family's been really caring & supportive of me throughout, as always. Even if things aren't going the way it should be right now, and we have fights & quarrels from time to time but which family doesn't?

Feb 2011

Dec 2011

I've had the most wonderful boy, ever. Swear he's probably the closest to a fairytale I'll ever have. I'm not very good with words, but to put it shortly he has always always always been there. Even when I get really grumpy (which happens 9/10 of the time) he puts up with me, and never ever tries to pick a fight (EVEN WHEN I TRY TO MAKE HIM TO) He's the only person I've ever been with in a year that I can actually count the number of times we fought WITH ONE HAND. Obviously, not counting senseless arguments and me getting all crazy. Even when I'm a pain in the ass & least deserve it, he still tries his very best to give in to me. The only problem I have with him is... he likes to irritate me. ALOT. I've never been so annoyed yet happy at the same time. LOL.

Also, without all my friends who've been really supportive, encouraging, motivating and being there for me, I wouldn't be where I am today. (Not that I'm in a very good position now, but at least better than I was in the past few years)

My new year resolutions would be to try my best to work hard & achieve my goals, to be more patient & understanding, to stop being so temperamental, to be persistent & consistent in everything I do.

& Before 2011 ends, I want to thank y'all for everything y'all have done for me.

Blessed New Year!

Xo, Angeline.

P/s Couldn't upload many photos cos my lappy is being a pain :(

Life, is way to complicated for me to ever understand.

Lost

Sometimes, I wish I had someone I could really rely on. Y'knw someone who'd never fail to be there no matter what. Someone who'll comfort me, and despite all the obstacles we have to face... will still be there. Not by just words, but someone who despite all your flaws and tantrums, see through your facade. Someone who understands, or well, at least try to. It's so funny, what they tell us in fairytales, what we grew up thinking things would be, would never happen in real life. Fairytales will only be in storybooks & life...  It's so complicated. Why'd God create us knowing that we'd have to grow through so much pain? Why'd God create us as one knowing we'd feel so alone? It puzzles me so much. Every other day, I question my existence here. Why am I here? What am I doing here? Should I even be here?

I've always believed that not talking about my problems & avoiding them will eventually make it go away, but eventually, everything comes chasing after you and you have no where else to run.

I hate to admit this but... I... feel... so... lost.

I wish

That's why I love balloons. When they go, my troubles go along with them.

Someone, pass me a balloon?

Merry Christmas! XO

XO
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Christmas cookie from @deafkneewong
Awwwwww, x

Christmas Countdown

R

Happy 21st Clifford

@ Hotel Copthrone

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Happy 21st Ka Hng

@ Hard Rock Hotel

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I miss her, so much. Everytime I look at her, I'm so afraid one day she's gonna go. Everytime I look at her, she seems to get more & more frail by the day. I can barely understand why God would ever wna take her away from this world. She's the nicest person I've ever met, the most self-less, understanding & forgiving person I know. I'm sorry I can't be there today. Happy birthday & Merry Christmas Grandma, I love you.

I should be at her place right now, wishing her a very happy birthday & merry christmas. Instead, I'm at home. Alone. Eating the mcdees I ordered an hour ago.

I no longer want to be here. Every single day, we go through the same things over and over again. Telling me how much I shouldn't be here, how I'll never be enough. I get it, I do. I keep trying and trying, but no matter what I do, I can never seem to please you. Any of you. I'm tired. Stop saying I didn't try. I did. Hard enough. I'm done trying. What's the point?





In the blink of an eye, this year is coming to an end. This year, has probably been the toughest year for me. So many things have happened. And again, I'd like to thank the people who've always always been there for me. Y'all know who you are *blow kisses*

XO

Problems after problems. A never ending cycle.
No where else to run to. I'm exhausted.
I wish I could just disappear.

All over again.

Mink + Nana

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GO AWAY!!! :'(

I love those moments when you just think, & you realised how happy you actually are. At that one moment in time, you can't think of anything that brings you down. You put everything negative aside and you just smile. Random bursts of happiness are fantastic! x

GIF

Random GIFS from the phone :O

Miss them :(
EVEN THOUGH THEY ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE ME ANGRY COS THEY THINK IT'S CUTE?!?!
:@

Crazy girl who is in Taiwan now :(
HURRY BACK!!!

Moooooooustache wink *evil grin*

"I AM NOT FAT" HMPH! :(

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400th

Cheesy, but... happy 400th!

X

Last min decision to head down to Grand Hollywood @ 2:30AM
& this is the only picture I have so...


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MOoooOoostache Yeh

HelloOoOooooooooooOoo there! *waves*
Spammed pix of myself to my friends who were upset & needed encouragement ystd!Hope y'all are feeling btr & more motivated now!
Mua mua mua ~ *blow kisses*


LOLOLOLOL FYL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS
*jumps around*
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Can't stand it

Rly like this vid of the boys! Hehe :3

Exhausted is probably an understatement right now.

Goodnight! x

Food for thought

If you follow me on twitter you might have alr seen this yesterday,
but anw, this was with Joeyi @ Food for thought! THEY HAVE SUCH GOOD FOOD!!! Just thinking about it makes me wna drool. Or maybe becos I was rly hungry so it tasted rly good...?  
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Typed a really long post... but I decided not to post it up since it's way too personal... And a weeeee bit whiny??? Ha ha ha

I think I'll love you better now

Happy birthday, Kden!

 Thank you so much... & happy birthday again, Kden! x:') 
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Today... it finally struck me that just becos I've been hurt, doesn't mean that I have to hurt the people around me. It never occured to me that any of these would ever have affected anyone. I kept pushing people away becos I wanted to protect myself & this year, I'm not going to deny that I lost a huge number of close friends. Nevertheless, I still want to thank all those who're still standing by my side encouraging me, motivating me, being there for me etc. I love y'all. & I'd like to say that I'm sorry for everything I've put y'all through just becos I was... selfish :(

That feeling when you're about to cry & someone asks you if there's anything wrong or to cheer up & you try to smile but you just physically can't do it & eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

Negligence

Kimmyboy, x 
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Stay awake, dreams only last for a night

Before meeting my Kimmyboy, x 
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Day 1

"20 LAPS! LET'SGO!"
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Stuck

I've found myself in this situation way too many times.

How many times have I told myself, "Just give up"? Even I, can't remember.
Everytime I tell myself to give up, I wake up the very next day thinking "Don't give up on this, it will all somehow work out, won't it? It always does. Just one more.. one more chance..."

It has happened way too many times. I'm so tired of trying...

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Nothing is wrong with anyone else, but me.
I'm always having all these high expectations in my head, and at the end of the day when it doesn't happened I get all disappointed & moody. Which shouldn't be the case. I, for one, jolly well know that expectations always always lead to disappointments but I just can't get that out of my head. ARGH

能不能让心别在疼了

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Upsetting.
What else can I say?

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生病了
好心苦
:'(


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POSB

So... A was sending me to POSB to deposit some cash...
&...

"Wa, why the POSB so weird one?"
"Huh? You don't know meh? This one must pass the money through the window then they will help you deposit one."
"Really meh! *stares at the 'bank'*"
I immediately burst out into laughter.
How silly can this boy get?!?!

Anw... This is the back of the bank...(in case you didn't know too) 
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L O L 
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Seoul yummy

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"Whaaaaaatttttt?! No more ramen!?!? :'(" 
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Goodnight! (∪｡∪)｡｡｡ｚｚｚＺＺＺ 
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Din Tai Fung
Chilli Crab Steamed Buns?!

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After their muay thai + red velvet cuppies I got for them ^_^ 
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Cupcakes, with love

Chanced upon this cupcake store while the boys were at muay thai. Finally got the chance to try the red velvet cupcakes! Nomz


Annoyed? :/
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