Friday, May 18, 2012
Sometimes, I feel like the luckiest person alive and the very next moment, I just feel like... I'm not worth anything. How can someone's emotions switch so fast & so drastically. 

I can't remember how it's like to feel sad, but what no one knows is, I can't remember how it is like to feel genuinely happy either. Nothing major has happened recently and I've no idea why I feel this way. Last time I felt this way was... a really really long time ago. Feels as though the past is coming back to haunt me.

Have you ever just sat down and thought about all the wonderful things in life, yet still feel like crying? You feel so happy, yet so upset at the same time? I can't seem to put that feeling into words.

Sitting here, I'm still trying to sort out my thoughts and feelings. Trying to pull myself back together.

Do I really feel nothing or am I just... numb?

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