Hush little baby don't you cry,
everything's gonna be alright.

Sunday, December 29, 2013
Finally have the time to sit down and have a little time of my own, 6 minutes to be exact, before I have to start pumping milk again.

If you don't already know, I finally gave birth to my baby girl on boxing day (26 Dec)! 
Welcoming my little Angel to the world ~
*Bloop bloop*

However, happiness is only shortlived. 

 In the wee hours of the morning we were supposed to be discharged, nurses suddenly came checking on me but little A didn't come. (They usually bring her to me every two hours for me to breastfeed her) I finally had the chance to get some rest after 2 days so I didn't put much thought into it. 

At 7AM her paediatrician came to update me on her, like every other morning, but this time it was different. She was flustered. I couldn't catch much of what she said except that "We couldn't wait anymore, so we sent her to the NICU straight". That was when I realized something was really wrong. I immediately sat up and asked her what was wrong, she didn't know either except that my little one was puking & pooing blood and we'd have to wait for the surgeon to come. I was lost.

I always thought a worst nightmare of a mum was to lose her figure, to get stretchmarks, etc. But it really struck me that nothing mattered more to me than my little girl. There was nothing I could do but wait. I couldn't eat or sleep much that entire day. 

{BRB. Gta pump the engorging boobies now. FML they hurt so bad?!}


Not going to go into details of everything, but thank you for those who has kept her in your prayers. Though she's still in the NICU she is currently recovering well :) 
Little A going strong *flex muscles*
3 days old!!! The first time she held my finger!!! 
Still pretty smiley even when she's unwell. G'awwwww~ 

Please continue staying strong!!! :*

Can't wait to head to the hospital to see my little one tmr morning. G'night for another 2 hours before I gta wake up to pump again. Oh well *shrugs*
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